“Make but my name thy
love
Ami love that still,
And then thou lovst me,
For my name is Will."
—Shakespear Sonnets.
“HAVE I got to die,
Auntie Nannie? Gladys! says I must die.” Fancy a small earnest face
upturned to yours, gazing at you with two serious blue eyes belonging to
a little man just four years old. Such a question from a child? For a
moment I was puzzled how to reply, and taking him on my knee I said,
“Why Willie, I hope you will live for a long, long time, and grow up to
be a good man and be very happy and have lots of people to love you.”
“But have I got to die?” again earnestly asked the child, and not
knowing what had filled his mind with such a subject I called to his
little cousin, Ben’s youngest girl, with whom he had been playing in the
next room, and asked her what she had been saying to Willie. She,
hanging her head and looking rather shame faced, replied hurriedly,
“Well, I told him everybody in the world had got to die, and he would
have to die too some day sure, just like my little bunny rabbit, but 1
didn’t ezackly know which day; and he’ll be put in a hole in the ground
and be covered with leaves like the babes in the wood.”
I looked at the two children, such a complete contrast. Gladys, a
dark-haired, rosy-cheeked, sturdy little maiden of seven, her eyes
sparkling, and whole being bubbling over with life and energy. Willie,
frail, delicate, spirituelle, his small white face so transparent that
every thought of his intensely active brain seemed mirrored on its
surface. 1 never saw a face in which the action of the mind could be so
easily read. “Mind” and “Matter’’ this small pair of cousins might be
aptly named.
I thought my wisest plan was to endeavor to turn their attention to some
other subject, and succeeded for a time, but Willie was evidently deeply
impressed. The thoughtless word of his playmate had taken a strong hold
of his imagination, and when half an hour later a visitor came in, a
lady whom he knew well, he ran up to her at once, saying “Have I got to
die?” The lady, rather startled, looked to me for explanation, which I
gave her after I had sent the children away to play. Winnie told me that
his first words on reaching home that evening were “Mother, have I got
to die?” Dear little Willie. Death overshadowed him even before his
birth, for he was born only a few weeks after we had lost our dear
father, and while our hearts were still sore from the shock of our
mother’s death. No wonder that he had a hard fight for life, the
darling, and that his little body is so frail and his face so white. But
God heard his mother’s prayers and spared her boy, and the months and
years of his short life have served but to enshrine him ever deeper in
our hearts. Since “Auntie Nan” arrived here she has enjoyed (he
distinction of being one of his prime favorites, and “Old Maid’s Lodge”
is his second home.
Willie was born on the day his brother Ephraim was seven years old, and
Winnie always calls them her twins. Bet, who was staying there for the
occasion, describes their first meeting: “The children were all away at
school when Willie was born, but when they came home to dinner she
called Ephraim (who was my father’s namesake) and told him to come
upstairs; and when he arrived she placed the baby in his arms saying,
“There is your birthday present.” Poor boy, he turned first red and then
white; the surprise was so great he was quite overcome, but it gave him
a sense of ownership as regards the baby. Ever after he called Willie
“my infant,” and would come in from school every day asking “How is my
infant?" And the “twins” to this day remain the most loving of comrades.
Before we go any further I must explain to you, for fear there should be
any mistake, that the “Immortal William” is not named after William.
Prince of Orange. No! to English people, and especially Warwickshire
people, there is only one William and that is the “Immortal
Shakespeare.’’ Not but that I have the greatest respect for the “Orange
William,” though I hardly ever heard his name till 1 came to this
country and lived in Toronto, where the great procession of Orangemen on
the twelfth of July was quite a revelation to me. How my heart throbbed
with pride as I saw those hundreds of mer. marching along with the bands
of music, the banners and the flowers; above all, the open Bible carried
through the streets with the glorious motto waving above it, “Protestant
rights we will maintain.” How it thrilled through my very being, for I
am a “Protestant of the Protestants,” and glory in the name. Born of a
long line of sturdy “independent” ancestry, our family motto has ever
been “ for faith and freedom and in this new land of our adoption, which
is happily free from so many ecclesiastical swaddling-bands and rags of
ancient mummery, let us ever uphold the Divine freedom of man and “equal
rights to all.”
But to return to little Willie. He visits me nearly every day, and
generally arrives soon after breakfast, walking, if fine, or if wet or
snowy hoisted on the shoulder of one of the older branches of the
family. This morning he greeted me with the question, “Auntie, am I a
nuisance?” “No; who said such a thing to you, Willie?” “Well, mamma said
when I wanted Letto to carry me over here dreck’ly after brexfus’, that
I must be a nuisance to you, I’m not a nuisance, am I, auntie?”
regarding me with most imploring eyes. “No. my darling; tell her you are
my greatest blessing; I couldn’t do without you,” and immediately his
face assumed an expression of supreme content. He is the greatest little
questioner, and gives me no peace; one subject succeeds another. Last
week it was colors. What color is this? What color is that? “What color
is the sky?” “Blue.”
“What color is my dress?” “Blue, too.” “Well,” looking from the sky to
his dark blue frock with a puzzled look, “they are not alike” “No, your
dress is navy blue.” A long pause, eyes fixed graveiy on the dress, then
extending his legs, intently surveying them, “And are my stockings gravy
blue, too ’”
To-day he arrived greatly worked up about the meaning of the word
to-morrow. He burst out indignantly, “When is it s’morrow? They all keep
saying ‘ s’morrow and s’morrow,’ and when I get up in the morning I say,
Now it’s s’morrow, and they say, 'No, it’s s’morning.’ Then after dinner
I say, Now, is it s’morrow? and they say, ‘No, it’s s’afternoon.’ When
is s’morrow? That’s what I want to know.” I leave to my philosophical
readers the answer to this question.
He is getting pretty well acquainted with the days of the week. His
beloved twin stays horn: Saturday—no school; then he learnt it was the
next day to Friday, and Sunday came after the holiday, and so on. But
the months of the year are rather more trouble. The future is always
September. “The violets will bloom—in September.” “The chickens will
hatch—in September.” “Santa Claus will come—in September.” “I will be a
big man— in September,” and so on ad libitum.
Willie for the most part of the time has to play alone, for Ephraim is
at school. He is therefore indebted to his own inventive brains for
means of amusement. His father keeps a horse, cow and pig, and these
animals are most attentively watched and copied by the Immortal William.
Their every action is studied and imitated to perfection. He takes turns
in representing the various animals. He is generally accosted on his
arrival in the morning with the question, “Well, what are you to-day,
Willie?” and the reply is, I am a cow, or horse, or perhaps a colt, as
the case may be. Then every action of the chosen animal is faithfully
and cleverly represented. Honestly, I, being a greenhorn, have become
familiar with all the motions of the animals, not from my own
observations of them, but from Willie’s antics. Often I fairly laugh
aloud as I pass cows and horses on the roadside and see them making
exactly the movements which Willie has gone through for our amusement.
To see him lick his shoulder, toss his head, kick up his heel, chew his
cud, is really too ridiculous.
Of course, if he is horse or cow, after simply announcing the fact the
rest is all dumb show. You might ask him a dozen questions, but the only
reply would be a toss of the head, a whinny or a moo as the case might
require. If he is a cow he must needs have a bell, also, important
still, a long tail. Anything lying around at all resembling that useful
appendage is immediately appropriated for that purpose. His mother had a
good laugh the other day. There was a lady staying there, and one
morning she, not being very well, did not get up to breakfast. Willie,
running past her bedroom door and peeping in, saw a long hair switch
lying on the dressing table. He trotted down to his mother in the
greatest state of excitement. “Oh, mamma! mamma! there’s a lovely cow’s
tail in Miss Brown’s room on the table. Oh. do ask her to lend it me. I
won’t lose it; I’ll be awful careful.” "Bless the boy,” she said, “that
would never do; it is hair; she wears it herself.” “Wears it herself!”
he replied, gazing at her with eyes wide with astonishment, “what does
she want with a tail? Shes no cow,” (the last with great scorn.) “Do ask
her to lend it me, mamma, just for one day.” Poor Willie! she had to
send him away quite cast down. She would not have had Miss Brown know of
Willie’s longing desires for anything, because she was rather a touchy
person, and for the next day or two Winnie fairly trembled at meal times
when she saw the child’s eyes, full of admiration, steadfastly fixed on
the summit of Miss
Brown’s cranium, whereon reposed in all its glossy stateliness the much
coveted cow’s tail Wiilie, after recovering from his disappointment,
turned his thoughts and ambition in another direction, and one day, soon
after, came to his mother with two or three pieces of rag rolled up like
small sausages, and wanted them sewed down the front of his little
dress. After this was done he ran outside, falling on all fours on the
grass, calling out as he did so, “Now, I'm the cow; just come and milk
me!” This milking proved a serious business: being a novelty, every one
was pressed into the service, till the thing got rather monotonous,
except to the young cow, who would come sometimes, almost in tears,
saying to Winnie, "Ephraim won’t milk me”; and when she appealed to the
recreant he would toss his head and say, “I can’t be milking him all the
time,” so the poor little cow had sometimes to remain unmilked.
When Willie personated a horse he always wanted work, so he used to draw
chips on a tiny sleigh and bring them into the kitchen, always waiting
patiently, if I was engaged, till I was at liberty to unload them and
put them in the wood-box. This, of course, the horse never did.
Occasionally he was a frisky young colt, and then I had to personate the
old “mother horse.” I used to call the sofa the stable, and generally
coaxed the young colt to take his afternoon nap by lying down with him
by my side. Willie’s candid remarks to visitors and strangers are often
the source of amusement, though sometimes he puts us to confusion by
being anything but complimentary. He said to a maiden lady of middle age
who was here last week, and was remarking on his fondness for me,
“Wouldn’t you like to have me for an auntie, too, Willie”? she asked
him. “No!” he said, most emphatically, but after looking her over
critically for a minute, added, “I would have you for a grandmother;
grandmothers die soon, you know.” The lady looked anything but
flattered, though I tried to smooth it over by saying he had never known
his grandmother, had been told she was dead, and so he had got hold of
the idea of death in association with the name.
Another spinster, who wore spectacles, he accosted with the remark, “Do
you call yourself a young lady, Miss Jones?” “Well, yes, Willie,” she
said, bridling and coloring (for Willie had put the emphasis strongly on
the young), “I suppose I am what you might call a young lady.” “What!”
he said, “with those specs?” with the most innocent look of surprise
imaginable. Even at the risk of offending, we could not help but laugh.
Auntie Sue sent him at Christmas a book of animal pictures when he was
three years old, and these proved a source of never-ending amusement.
The questions he asks about the various animals are innumerable, and he
is quick to see the resemblance between them and human beings. The
following spring he was playing in their garden, which adjoins the
Government road, when he came running in, calling loudly, “Mamma.,
mamma! come quick, there’s a monkey just gone up the road, a great big
monkey! running so fast!" She ran to the window, and just caught a
glimpse of—what think you, my readers, you young dudes in short pants
and fancy stockings? A man on a bicycle! The first the child had ever
seen and such was his impression.
I think the monkeys in his book were the greatest favorites. There was
one big ourang-outang, standing by a stump, which greatly interested
him, and came near being the cause of serious offence to an old friend
of his father’s. This gentleman, who never shaved and was very hairy,
and also short-sighted, called at their house one day, and as he had
never seen Willie, took special notice of him, taking him on his knee
and asking him questions; Willie meanwhile fixing his eyes on him with
the expression of a snake looking at its charmer. At last the gentleman
said, “You don’t know my name, my little man, now do you?” “In course I
do,” responded Willie, promptly, for he was recovering from his shyness,
“you are the monkey man, the big hairy monkey man! I’ve got your picture
in my book, I’ll go and fetch it,” suiting the action to the word, but
his mother caught hold of him and adroitly changed the subject.
Willie’s mother is
trying to instil into his youthful mind some of the rudiments of
theology, but is often brought up short by the aptness of his replies
and the quaint ideas of his little brain. For instance, God he calls the
“Man in the sky,” and he is continually asking such questions as, “Will
the Man in the sky laugh and be glad when he sees all the wood your
little horse has drawn for you, mamma?” “Will the Man in the sky be
sorry if I cry when the soap goes in my eyes?” Satan he alludes to with
a face of awe as “that bad boy that we mustn’t say his name.”
While I am writing this he is beside me, and the questions come thick
and fast. I will close this chapter with reporting our conversation for
the next ten minutes.
I had given him two or three cards to look at to keep him quiet, but
they do not seem to have that effect. He has selected one, an Easter
card, the usual thing, angel ringing the bells, doves flying round and
so on, “Auntie, what house is this?” “That is a church.” “What is a
church, auntie?” “God’s house.” “Aren’t all the houses God’s, auntie?”
“Yes, they ought to be.” “Are all the people that go to church God’s,
too?” “Well, we hope so.” “What is this woman doing?" pointing to the
angel. “That’s an angel ringing the bells.” “Do angels always go round
in their nighties, auntie? Aren’t they cold? Do their feathers keep them
warm?” “I guess so,” I reply. A pause for a moment, followed by another
examination of the card. “What is she ringing the bells for, auntie?”
“Because it’s Easter,” I say shortly. “Are these the Easters, auntie?”
pointing to the doves. “Are all these little Easters flying round?” “No,
those are doves.” “Ducks, auntie! Can they swim?” “Doves! Doves!” I say,
rather impatiently, but no one, however crusty, can ever be vexed with
Willie; he is so sensitive to a word of blame, and so anxious to please,
that we have to be extremely careful not to hurt his feelings. If we
speak harshly to any one in his presence, even the dog, the corners of
his little mouth go down and the eyes fill with tears. But it is time I
ended this chapter, so for the present we will wish Willie good-bye. |