IF there is any place
on earth that is more like heaven than a good live camp-meeting, I
should like to hear from it. I would be pleased to know where it is, and
on what grounds the claim is made. To commune with nature, is, to a
devout mind, a precious privilege. To commune with good people is a
blessed means of grace. And to commune with God is a greater blessing
than either or both of these. To hold converse with nature, tends to
expand the intellect and quicken the sensibilities. To hold friendly
intercourse with the good elevates, refines, and stimulates the social
and moral elements of our being. And to commune with God purities and
exalts our whole nature, and inspires us to a holier life and loftier
aims and a fuller consecration to the service of God.
In the original idea of the camp-meeting we are at the same time, and in
the same place, brought in converse with nature, in religious fellowship
with the good and in sweet communion with God. I know of no place where
the ethical, esthetical, social and spiritual wants of humanity are more
fully provided for than at the camp-meeting. There some of the most
soul-inspiring scenes that earth can furnish may be witnessed. When a
strong religious influence is felt by the assembled worshippers as, with
cheerful voices they ring out the melody of their gladdened hearts,
where is the soul so dead as not to feel an impulse drawing heavenward ?
The trees that surround this leafy temple seem to catch the spirit of
song, and send back to the ears of the happy worshippers in pleasing
echoes the very words they are giving utterance to. The leaves upon the
forest trees as they are swept by the ascending currents of air that are
heated by the “light-stand” fires, seem to vie with the human singers as
they rustle to the praise of Him who gave to them their numbers and
their beauty. Even the shadows cast by the trees and limbs that
intercept the lights of the camp-fires seem to enter into the spirit of
the occasion, and point upward to a realm where darkness is unheard of
and shadows are unknown.
My first experience with camp-meetings was many years ago. When thirteen
years old, I was permitted to go with my parents to one at a place
called Beech-woods, in 1832. At that camp-meeting there were one or two
of the Ryersons, James Richardson, one of the Evans, and other preachers
both Canadian and American.
There was a camp of Indians on the ground too. They would sometimes
sing. That was a source of enjoyment to the younger portion of the
audience. The prayer-meetings were in a square enclosure made by placing
long poles on the top of posts set at the four angles, so that the poles
would be some three feet from the ground. At one corner there was left
an opening for entrance and exit.
My parents had a share in a tent, and we remained on the encampment from
the beginning to the end of the meetings.
For the first two or three days the novelty of my surroundings tended to
banish serious thoughts from my mind. But as the meetings progressed, a
number of the young people were converted. My attention was at last
arrested by two young girls, I think they were sisters. I saw them go
into the place, and kneel, weeping, at the altar for prayer. It was not
long till they were both blessed. Then they began to sing “Come, ye
sinners, poor and needy.” The congregation joined in, and the woods rang
with the voices of a hundred or more as they rolled on the old
invitation “Come.” The singing was after the manner of happy children
whose hearts were full of joy and their souls full of melody, rather
than like the cold, majestic performances of some of the stately
choristers of our times.
I was standing up against the poles and listening to the singing, when
my mother came to me, saying, “My son, you are old enough to sin, so you
are old enough to be converted; don't you want to come and be saved?” I
bent down and crept in under the pole, and went to the penitent form. My
mother knelt beside me. And it seemed to me that I had never heard such
praying as she did then and there for me. My father came and knelt by
me, too, and joined his prayers to mothers. Up till then I had thought
that I was not a very bad boy, but now it seemed to me that every mean
and sinful thing that I had ever said or done was called up before me
just to torture my wounded spirit. 1 tried to pray for myself, but the
words seemed to stop in my throat and choke me. Despair was fast seizing
upon me, when one of the preachers came and said to me, “Can’t you say,
‘ Here, Lord, I give myself away, ’tis all that I can do.’ ”I commenced
to say it. Before the words were spoken, my soul was full of light and
my heart was filled with joy unspeakable. Then I was converted. And now,
after all the intervening years I look back to that day and that spot
with the same feelings that prompted some one to write,
“There is a place to me
more dear
Than native vale or mountain—
A place for which affection’s tear
Springs grateful from its fountain;
’Tis not where kindred souls abound,
Tho’ that were almost Heaven,
But where I first my Saviour found
And felt my sins forgiven.”
With what thrilling
memories I can still declare in honesty,
“Hard was my toil to
reach the shore,
As, tossed upon the ocean,
Above me was the thunder’s roar,
Beneath the waves’ commotion.”
And, as it were, to add
to the horrors of the scene,
“Darkly the pall of
night was thrown
Around me, faint with terror;
In that sad hour, how did my groan
Ascend for years of error."
And still the night
grew darker, and the storm grew fiercer, and the waves rose higher, and
the wind grew stronger, and the thunder louder, till,
“Sinking and gasping as
for breath.
I knew not help was near me;
I cried, ‘Oh! save me, Lord, from death;
Immortal Jesus, save me.’
Then, quick as thought,
I felt Him mine—
My Saviour stood before me;
Around me did His brightness shine :
I shouted, ‘Olory! glory!'
The memory of that
blessed moment shall not pass away while reason holds her throne, and
consciousness performs its wonted task. And still I say,
“O! sacred hour; O!
hallowed spot,
Where love divine first found me:
Whate’er shall be my distant lot,
My heart shall linger round thee.
And when from earth I rise to soar
Up to my home in Heaven,
Down will I east my eyes once more,
Where I was first forgiven."
I once heard an old man
say at a camp-meeting Iove-feast, that the dearest spot on earth to him
was in a ditch under a hedge in Ireland. There it was where he was
converted.
But I fear I have lingered too long on this old camp-ground. I have been
at a good many such places since, but I shall mention only a few of
them.
Mono Camp-Meeting.
During the second year of my itinerant life I attended a camp-meeting in
the township of Mono on the Orangeville mission. There were a number of
preachers at that meeting. But they are all gone from this country, or
from this world, but the Rev. George Hartley, of the Guelph Conference,
and myself. I had been extensively engaged in revival work on Garafraxa
Circuit, and I enjoyed it very much. I went into the work with all my
might at that meeting. I did a good deal at the leading of
prayer-meetings.
One night my wife said to me, “Do you know that you are the noisiest man
on the ground?” Now, I had always been called one of the still kind of
Methodists, and sometimes people had said that my religion was of the
Presbyterian type—not much noise about it. But to be told that I was the
most noisy one among a noisy lot of men, was something new to me. But
when I came calmly to think the matter over I concluded that my wife had
told only the truth. But what should I do. I was now fully committed to
the work, and it seemed to be doing good. Finally I made up my mind to
go through as I had begun.
One afternoon it came on to rain. The outside services were broken up,
and the people gathered into a long tent for a prayer-meeting. After a
while the Rev. I. B. Richardson, who had charge of the meeting, came to
me and said, “We must have preaching now for a change, and you must
preach.” I said, “All right; you line a hymn while I hunt a text.” I
chose the words, “This man receiveth sinners.” It was an easy place to
preach. The presence of God was among the people. While I was trying to
encourage sinners to come to Jesus and be saved, one man was converted
as he sat on his seat. He began to praise the Lord at the top of his
voice. Others joined in with him, and then some of the preachers started
to shout. This was like a signal for a general hallelujah service. In a
few minutes my voice was completely lost in the hurricane of sound that
came from that tent full of people. There was no more preaching at that
time. Mr. Richardson, who had done a good share of the shouting, took
charge of the meeting.
The man who was converted was William Bacon, of Melville, in Caledon. He
lived a Christian life, and some years ago he died a happy death, and no
doubt went up to see the receiver of sinners in His own bright home. At
the time that I received the paper that contained the obituary notice of
Brother Bacon’s death I was in poor health, and I had been harrassed in
my mind for some days. I suppose it was a temptation. But it had seemed
to me that perhaps after all I had mistaken my calling. I had thought,
that if I had kept to a secular pursuit, it might be that now in my old
age, with a broken down constitution, I might not be so helpless and so
entirely dependent upon others. When I read the article of Rev. G. Clark
concerning the conversion, and life, and death of Brother Bacon, I said
that will do. If I have been the means of helping one soul into the
kingdom, and who has made a safe journey to the home of the blest, my
life has not been in vain.
The Melville Camp-Meeting.
Some years after the Mono camp-meeting there was one at Melville on the
same circuit. The tent-holders were nearly the same in both cases. Among
them were the Hughsons, Johnstons, Wilcoxes, Bacons, and others, whose
names I do not now call to mind. The meeting was well attended, and a
good work was accomplished. The late Rev. William Woodward was the
manager of the meeting; John H. Watts was the stationed minister. I
should have said that Rev. Henry Jones was on the circuit at the time of
the Mono camp-meeting.
At Melville there were a number of our ministers present. Among them
were Revs. W. H. Shaw, A. L. Thurston, J. W. Mackay, E. Will, and some
others. Perhaps the most noticeable circumstance there, was the
preaching of an Irish local preacher, whose name was Thomas Moore. At
the close of the forenoon services one day the Rev. Woodward told the
audience that at 2 p.m. the stand would be occupied by Brother Thomas
Moore, a preaching farmer from Garafraxa. At this announcement there was
no little stir among the leading laymen on the ground. Mr. Moore was by
no means prepossessing either in appearance or manner, and he had an
awkward and clumsy way of expressing himself in ordinary conversation.
Some of the dissatisfied ones came to me, knowing that Moore lived on my
circuit. I listened to them until they had said all they felt like
saying; then I said to them, “Brethren, I know Mr. Moore; all that you
say about his appearance and manner is true, but I want to say just two
things. He is an honest, devoted Christian man, who tries to do his duty
everywhere and at all times ; and you will be surprised when you hear
him.” “Well,” said they, “what is the sense of putting a farmer up there
while there are so many other men here?” My answer was only one word,
“Wait." And they did wait with a good deal of anxiety and some vexation
till two o’clock came.
Appearance has much to do with success or failure in the pulpit; so has
a man’s manner and his voice. When all these combine to evoke adverse
criticism, the chances of success are largely against a speaker. This
was to a certain extent the case with Air. Moore. When the time for the
two o’clock service arrived it was raining. The people crowded into a
large tent. This was literally packed; there was hardly room for the
preacher to stand inside the tent. People were standing in the doorway,
so that the light was very imperfect, making it difficult to read the
hymns. The result of this was that Moore made two or three mistakes in
reading the first hymn. This only made matters still worse. One
minister, who sat beside me, when he heard the way the hymn was being
read, got up and went away, saying, “Tut, tut; that man can’t preach.”
I became very uneasy, so did other friends of Mr. Moore. He selected as
a text the 6th and 7th verses of the 25th chapter of Isaiah. When he
read this passage it seemed to me that he must have lost his usual good
sense, or he would not have taken such a text in such a place. I feared
an entire failure.
He had only uttered a few sentences when it became evident that he knew
what he was doing. And as he went on, opening up with the subject and
explaining the various metaphors found in this highly figurative
passage, the audience began to take a deep interest in the discourse.
And as the speaker became more at home in the anomalous position in
which he was placed, he seemed to catch an inspiration that carried him
away above himself, and beyond anything that his most intimate friends
had ever thought him capable of doing. I had often heard him preach, and
preach well; but in his effort that day I was completely taken by
surprise—so was every one else. Before he got done speaking that was one
of the noisiest audiences that I have been in. Some were shouting, some
were weeping, and others praying. That sermon was talked about more than
all the other discourses delivered at that camp-meeting. One reason of
this was found in the contrast between the man’s appearance and his
work. Another reason was, the people had expected so little and got so
much that they were carried from the lowest degree of appreciation to
the highest point of admiration and enthusiasm. Some time after I asked
Mr. Moore where he got that sermon. I said to him, “I know that you only
read the Bible; but in that sermon are allusions and illustrations not
to be found in the Bible.” “Well,” said he, “the fact is, when I was a
boy, I heard that sermon preached by one of Ireland’s greatest men, and
I knew that I could repeat the most of it. So when I was set up to
preach before so many preachers and people, I thought I would give them
that, as it is so much better than anything of my own.” “Well,” I
answered, “that sermon has given you a reputation. And if you ever go to
Orangeville to preach, you will find great difficulty in meeting the
expectations of the people.”
In the Thick Pinery.
When I was on the Garafraxa Circuit the second time, I took my eldest
daughter with me, and went to a camp-meeting on the Flamboro’ Circuit.
The campground was in a thick pinery. As the sun was climbing up the
eastern sky, the tall majestic trees would send their shadows clear
across the encampment, as if to give us puny mortals the measure of our
littleness. And while we were engaged in worship at their base, they
lifted their cone-shaped heads half a hundred yards above us, as if to
show us how far they had got ahead of us in the upward journey. But like
haughty upstarts everywhere, they overlooked the humility of their
origin and the smallness of their beginning.
They ignored the fact that they once had been so little that a dewdrop
falling on them would have bent them, or a fawn stepping on them might
have broken them. And another encouraging thought is this. Their present
altitude has been gained only after centuries of growth. Give us time to
grow, and we, too, shall rise above our present moral and spiritual
standard.
Two or three notable incidents occurred at this meeting. One of these
was an old woman’s conversion. While passing around among the people one
day, when the prayer-meeting was going on, I came to an old lady who was
weeping bitterly. I asked her what was the matter. Her answer touched my
heart.
“O, sir,” she said, “I am past seventy years old, and for the first time
in my life I realize that I am a sinner. I thought that if I was honest
and industrious and truthful, and went to church when I could, I was
safe enough. But now I see that I have been labouring under a mistake.
What shall I do?”
I told her to go forward to the place where a number of Christians were
praying for just such as she felt herself to be.
She said, “I would gladly go, but I am so crippled with rheumatism that
I cannot do so without help.”
I went and brought two of the working sisters, and they took the old
woman to the altar. Before long she was made very happy in the
consciousness of pardon. Her shouts of joy and gladness could be heard
all over the encampment, she was so very thankful that she had found the
light at last after toiling so many long years in darkness.
Another incident that I will mention was connected with the
class-meetings on Sunday morning, when a good Presbyterian was made
happy. Among the tents on the ground was one that belonged to two
families conjointly. One family was Methodist and the other
Presbyterian. In that tent I was appointed to lead the class-meeting on
Sunday morning. After I had spoken to four or five, I came to the
Presbyterian brother, who, with his wife, owned part of the tent. Both
of them stayed in for the service. I asked him what good things he had
to tell of the Lord’s dealings with him. He rose up and said, “I dare
not speak as those have spoken; I cannot say that I am a child of God; I
do not know my sins forgiven—I wish with all my heart that I could, but
in honest truth I cannot. After giving him a few words of counsel, I
passed on to others. The presence of the Lord was with us in that
consecrated tent on that beautiful Sabbath morning. Souls were blest and
hearts were tilled with the joy that springs only from an evidence of
our acceptance with God.
Before closing we all knelt in prayer. When we arose the Presbyterian
said to me, “Sir, will you allow me to speak again ?”
“Certainly, sir, if you wish to do so,” was my answer.
“Well,” said he, “in this tent this morning I have found what I never
before thought was for me. Now I know my sins forgiven. My soul is
happy, my heart is full. Blessed light shines upon my pathway, and the
future is all glorious.”
Before the close of the camp-meeting this brother asked me if he ought
to leave his church and join the Methodist. I said to him, “By no means,
in seeking church relations two questions are to be considered. One is,
where can I do most good { The other is, where can I get the most good?
Now, if people intend to be more helpless than useful, they should go
where they will get the most good; but if they intend to do all they can
for God and His cause, they must go where they can do the most good. My
opinion is that you can be most usefnl in your old church, and therefore
I advise you to remain there.”
She Wanted the Gaelic.
One night I was leading a prayer-meeting in one of the tents. A number
of persons came to the penitent form to be prayed for. Among them was a
Highland Scotchwoman. She was greatly in earnest about her soul. At
length she got into an agony of spirit, and was seemingly on the very
border of despair. I was trying to speak to her as best I could. She
turned to me and said, “Sir, could you no pray for me in ta Gaelic?” I
said, “No, but I will try and find one who can.” I called a brother that
I knew could speak the Gaelic, and told him what was wanted. He knelt by
her side and began to pray in the tongue she had so often heard among
her far-off native mountains. The effect was marvellous. In a very short
time she looked up toward the stars, threw up her hands and gave one
loud shout, saying “Glory,” and fell over like one dead.
Some of those in the tent were frightened. But they soon became calm
when I told them there was no danger. It turned out that the man that I
called in was a near neighbour of the woman’s. She lived about half a
mile from the ground, and was the mother of a family of grown-up
children. The man who I called I think was a Mr. McNevins. He told me
next morning that the woman had lain for three hours in the state in
which she was when I left them. Then she got up, praising the Lord, and
started home. He and one or two others went with her through the woods.
She went along shouting all the way. When she got to her home she
shouted and praised the Lord until the family were awakened, and they at
first thought that “mother” was crazy. But she soon told them what the
Lord had done for her, and their fears were removed.
Effectual Singing.
While the women were clearing off the tea-tables, one evening, some
young girls got together on an elevated place, and commenced to sing
some of the oldtime camp-meeting hymns. At first not much notice was
taken of them; but one and another joined with them until there were
some twenty-five or thirty young women and girls in the group. The
singing became louder and more animated as the number of singers
increased. Others, and older ones, now began to join them, and in a
short time the company had so added to its numbers that it contained not
less than a hundred persons. Men, women and children were mingling their
voices in holy song.
I was standing on the opposite side of the encampment in conversation
with another man. We heard a loud shout, and started to see what it all
meant. When we came to the place, we found the people all in confusion.
Some were weeping, some were laughing, and some were singing; others
were lying on the ground as if they had been stricken down by an
electric shock ; man}' of them were insensible. Among the latter was my
little girl, who I think was about fourteen years old at the time. I
found her tying with her head on the arm of a stout, elderly woman who
was beside her. I took the girl up and carried her into a tent, where
she lay for an hour or more before she came to herself. This went on
until the time for the evening service; and it was only after two or
three fruitless efforts that order could be restored so as to commence
the regular service. The Rev. E. Bristol had the control of this
camp-meeting.
A Meeting at Rockwood.
Among the limestone ledges on the south side of Eramosa township is a
little village called Rockwood. In a piece of woods near this place at
one time there was a very nice place for camp-meetings. One of these I
had the pleasure of attending during my second term on the Elma mission.
At that time the Church in Loree’s neighbourhood was strong and full of
life and energy. Many of those who composed the membership at that time
have gone away, some are in heaven, some in Manitoba, and some in other
places.
The meetings had been going on for two or three days before anything of
a specialty interesting character took place.
One night after the services had closed, and most of the people had
retired, a prayer-meeting was started in one of the tents. In a short
time the singing attracted the attention of the people generally, then
shouts began to be heard; some parties that had started for home turned
back. Many of those in the tents came out to see what was going on. I
had gone into the tent where my wife and I were staying. With others, I
went out to the prayer-meeting. The tent was a long double one, with a
door on both sides When I came to the place it was nearly full, and a
crowd standing at each door. When I came up to one of the doors, I was
addressed by a fine-looking young man, who did not like the noise. He
said to me, “Mister, what do you think of all that racket in there,” as
he pointed to the end where most of the noise came from. I looked at him
and said, “Were you ever converted?” He said, “No, sir, I never was.”
“Do you believe in it?” I asked him. “Yes, sir, I do ; but I never can
be, if I have to do as they are doing.” “Well, my friend,” said I, “yon
need not trouble yourself on that score; salvation is not noise, but
sometimes a knowledge of salvation makes people noisy. Get converted
first, and then do what you think is right, He said in great
earnestness, “I do wish that I was a Christian,” and turning to me, he
said, “Will you pray for me here?” “Yes,” I said; “let us kneel down
here.” I commenced to pray for him, and he began to pray for himself. In
about two minutes he was on his feet jumping and shouting and praising
the Lord for what was done for him ; in fact, he made more noise than
any two of the noisy lot that he was finding fault with a few moments
before. Next morning I met him on the ground, and I asked him what he
thought about the noise after last night.
His answer was, “Well, I never thought that getting religion was
anything like what it is ! Did I make much noise.” “Yes, some,” I said;
“but perhaps not any too much.”
Just after I parted from the young man, I was standing in the door of
the tent, and looking on one of the wildest scenes that is to be
witnessed among an intelligent Christian community, when two young women
came in weeping as though their hearts were breaking. They knelt down
just inside the door. As they came in I saw my wife standing in the
crowd and told her to come inside. Now, she never had any faith in
people falling down in meeting, and when she saw some who had fallen
lying in one end of the tent, she drew back, saying she did not want to
go among them. I said, “You can talk to these two girls here; no one is
paying any attention to them.” “All right, she said, “I will do that.”
She knelt down by them, and began to talk to them. Soon one of them was
set free, and commenced to praise the Lord. My wife gave one loud shout
which made me look to where she was. I found her on the floor perfectly
motionless. I found no little difficulty in saving her from being
trampled on by the men in the tent, who were paying no attention to any
one, only each one for himself. Presently, I saw the old brother in
whose tent we were staying; I motioned to him and he came to me. We took
her up and pressing our way out, we carried her in and laid her on a bed
for the night.
Next morning she was all right. I have never since heard any
fault-finding from that quarter about falling in meeting or making too
much noise. But of late years no one has had much reason to complain on
that score. Methodists are getting above that.
A Series of Camp-Meetings.
Daring the four years that I was on the Huron District as Presiding
Elder, we had five camp-meetings. At Hanover there were two, and two on
Orangeville Circuit, and one at Teeswater. A number of conversions took
place at each one of them.
The ministers on the district were generally good men for such work, and
many of the people were in full sympathy with camp-meetings.
One thing that was very remarkable was the good order that prevailed at
every one of them. Though hundreds of unconverted people, both old and
young, attended these meetings, yet I saw but very little disorder at
any of them. It has been sometimes said that people in the back
settlements are uncultivated, and lack refinement. Well, however that
may be, there is one thing that I am bold to say, and that is, I have
seen more lawlessness and rowdyism in one religious meeting held by the
Salvation Army in a frontier village than I saw at five camp-meetings in
the back counties.
At some of these meetings I have seen English, Irish, Scotch, Germans
and Canadians all sitting together on the camp-ground—Methodists,
Presbyterians, Baptists, Church of England, and in a few instances Roman
Catholics have been heard singing the same songs of praise together.
At a love-feast held at the close of one of the meetings at Hanover, we
had an honest Irish Presbyterian, who gave his testimony. He had been in
the country only a few days. He said:
“I am a stranger here and in a strange land, but the kindness shown to
me since I came makes me feel very much at home among you. I am a
Presbyterian. Since coming here I have learned more about Methodism than
I ever knew before. I have listened to the preaching, I have joined in
the singing, I have heard many of the prayers, and I have mingled in
Christian conversation, and I find that salvation is the burden of it
all. Before I leave you I want to say that I am with you in the grand
old doctrine of justification by faith and in the blessed hope of a
glorious home in heaven.”
That young man is a brother to the Rev. Robert Carson, of the Guelph
Conference.
A Happy Dutchman.
Perhaps no one can make “broken English” sound so much like a foreign
tongue as a German. And yet perhaps no one who breaks the Queen’s
English can make himself better understood than he can.
At the meeting at Hanover there were some members of the Evangelical
Association. They enjoyed the services very much, and some of them did
all they could to help on with the work. Their strong, manly utterances
did good, although their words were broken, and their cheerful,
encouraging expressions of faith, and hope, and love, endeared them to
our people generally. But I will endeavour to give one quotation as
nearly as I can.
“Mine Gristian frens, ven I leaves old Charmany, I vas vondering if I
coot finds zome goot Gristians in dis off avay place. But I am glad to
der Master dat I am not in der least disabointed. I hears dis day der
same stories of Jesus and His love, as I did in der Faderlandt. 0, I am
very much happy in mine soul, dis day. Praise der Lord. I am happy.”
We all believed him. His face and voice and all about him said that he
was happy.
Some Wild Expressions.
At one of our meetings, a lad of some sixteen or seventeen years of age
got converted. He had been a pretty wild boy, though brought up by
Christian parents. He had a hard struggle to get free. When he got blest
he became very noisy and went among the people on the ground, singing
and shouting at the top of his voice. I heard him, but I did not pay
attention to what he was saying. I had seen so many noisy conversions
that I thought but little about his noise. Besides I like strong-lunged
children, that let people know when they are in the world.
The next day I met a man on the encampment, who accosted me, saying:
“Mister, did you hear that rhapsody of that young fellow last night?”
I said: “I heard some one making a big noise, but I was at the time
engaged, so that I did not notice what he said.”
“Well,” said he, “I never heard anything like some of his wild
expressions. Among other thing she said, ‘ I shall dwell with God, and
sit upon a throne with Christ.’”
“That,” said I, “is a strong expression, but are you sure that it is a
wild one?”
“Well, if that is the fruit of camp-meetings, I think but very little of
them,” said the man.
I replied: “The camp-meeting is not responsible either for the words nor
for the sentiment. The words you complain of are the words of a youth.
But the sentiment is that of a God.”
“How is that?” said he.
“Did you never read the words of Jesus, saying,‘ To him that overcometh
will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and
am set down with my Father in his throne.’ The only contingency in the
case, if a man is converted, is his stability and faithfulness. For to
sit on the throne with Christ, is a fulfilment of the lad’s
declaration.”
“Well,” said he, “I did not know that was in the Bible.”
“I suppose not,” said I. “But we see how easily men may make mistakes,
when they attempt to pick people up before they are down.”
The Mark of Cain.
At the Teeswater camp-meeting, which was in Dowse’s woods, at
Williamson’s Corners, in Culross, an interview with a man-slayer gave me
some very sad feelings. For a couple of days I had seen a fine looking
man on the grounds, who seemed to keep entirely by himself. On making
enquiry as to who he was, I was told that he lived in an adjoining
neighbourhood, and had the reputation of being a murderer. This gave me
to see how it was that he was so much by himself. People were shy of
him, and he knew it and felt it. One day he came to me and said, “ Sir,
I would like to have some conversation with you, if you are willing.” We
walked out into the bush by ourselves, and sat on a fallen tree. Then he
said to me, “Do you recollect hearing of a melancholy affair that took
place some few years ago at G. ?” “To what do you refer?” said I. He
answered with a faltering voice saying, “I mean the killing of poor W.
B. E.” “Ye'!,” I said, “I do remember it. And being well acquainted with
some of W.'s friends made me feel a deep interest in the matter. But E.
was tried and acquitted on the ground that he only acted in selfdefence,
if I do not forget the facts.” “That is true,” he said, “I am E., and at
the time I thought, and I still think, that I could only save my life by
taking his. But it is a terrible thing to do. I often wish I had not
done it. But do you think that there is mercy for me. Can I be
forgiven?” “If you sincerely repent and heartily trust in the Lord Jesus
you can be forgiven,” was my answer. “Well,” said he, “I am trying to do
the best I can in a lonely way. My neighbours shun me as they would a
poisonous reptile. Even the children will run from me as if I was some
ravenous beast. My life is a very unhappy one.” Poor man, he did not
look like a bad character. But he must carry with him the unhappy
reflection that he took a fellow-mortal’s life, and sent a soul
prematurely to its last reckoning. And even though it was done in
defence of his own life the remembrance of it
must always be like a deadly shadow resting upon the spirit.
This chapter might be indefinitely lengthened by the relation of
camp-meeting incidents. But prudence forbids it. One or two things might
be said in regard to the contrast between the old camp-meetings and
revivals, and those of the present day. But that subject may possibly be
treated of in another chapter specially devoted to change and progress. |