Can a corrupted stream
pour through the land
Health-giving waters? Can the slave, who lures
His wretched followers with the hope of gain,
Fool in his bosom the immortal fire
That bound a Wallace to his country’s cause,
And bade the Thracian shepherd cast away
Homo’s galling yoke; while the astonished world—
Rapt into admiration at the deed—
Paused, ere she crush’d, with overwhelming force,
The man who fought to win a glorious grave?
THE long-protracted
harvest was at length brought to a close. Moodie had procured another ox
from Duinmer, by giving a note at six months date for the payment; and
he and John E-were in the middle of sowing their fall crop of wheat,
when the latter received a letter from the old country, which conveyed
to him intelligence of the death of his mother, and of a legacy of two
hundred pounds. It was necessary for him to return to claim the
property, and though we felt his loss severely, we could not, without
great selfishness, urge him to stay. John had formed an attachment to a
young lady in the country, who, like himself’, possessed no
property. Their engagement, which had existed several years, had been
dropped, from its utter hopelessness, by mutual consent. Still the young
people continued to love each other, and to look forward to better days,
when their prospects might improve so far that E- would be able to
purchase a bush-farm, and raise a house, however lowly, to shelter his
Mary.
He, like our friend
Malcolm, had taken a fancy to buy a part of our block of land, which he
could cultivate in partnership with Moodie, without being obliged to
hire, when the same barn, cattle, and implements would sorve for both.
Anxious to free himself from the thraldom of debts which pressed him
sore, Moodie offered to part with two hundred acres at loss than they
cost us, and the bargain was to be considered as concluded directly the
money was forthcoming.
It was a sorrowful day
when our young friend loft us; he had been a constant inmate in house
for nine months, and not one unpleasant word had we passed between us.
Tie had rendered our sojourn in the woods tolerable by his society, and
sweetened our bitter lot by his friendship and sympathy. We both
regarded him as a brother, and parted with him with sincere regret. As
to old Jenny, she lifted up her voice and wept, consigning him to the
care and protection of all the saints in the Irish calendar.
For several days after
John loft us, a deep gloom pervaded the house. Our daily toil was
performed with less cheerfulness and alacrity; we missed him at the
evening board, and at the evening fire; and the children asked each day,
with increasing earnestness, when dear E- would return.
Moodie continued sowing
his fall wheat. The task was nearly completed, and the chill October
days were fast verging upon winter, when towards the evening of one of
them he contrived—I know not how—to crawl down from the field at the
head of the hill, faint and pale, and in great pain. He had broken the
small bone of his log. In dragging, among the stumps, the heavy machine
(which is made in the form of the letter V, and is supplied with largo
iron teeth) had hitched upon a stump, and being swung off again by the
motion of the oxen, had come with great force against his leg. At first
he was struck down, and for some time was unable to rise; but at length
he contrived to unyoke the team, and crawled partly on hands and knees
down the clearing.
What a sad, melancholy
evening that was! Fortune seemed never tired of playing us some ugly
trick. The hope which had so long sustained me seemed about to desert me
altogether; when I saw him on whom we all depended for subsistence, and
whose kindly voice over cheered us under the pressure of calamity,
smitten down helpless, all my courage and faith in the goodness of the
Divine Father seemed to forsake me, and I wept long and bitterly.
The next morning I went
in search of a messenger, to send to Peterborough for the doctor; but
though I found mid sent the messenger, the doctor never came. Perhaps he
did not like to incur the expense of a fatiguing journey, with small
chance of obtaining a sufficient remuneration.
Our dear labourer
contrived, with assistance, to bandage his leg; and after the first week
of rest had expired, he amused himself with making a pair of crutches,
and in manufacturing Indian paddles for the canoe, axe-handles, and
yokes for the oxen. It was wonderful with what serenity he bore this
unexpected affliction.
Buried in the obscurity
of those woods, we knew nothing, heard nothing of the political state of
the country, and were little aware of the revolution which was about to
work a great change for us and for Canada.
The weather continued
remarkably mild. The first great snow, which for years had ordinarily
fallen between the 10th and 15th of November, still kept off. November
passed on; and as all our firewood had to be chopped by old Jenny during
the lameness of my husband, 1 was truly grateful to God for the
continued mildness of the weather.
On the 4th of
December—that great day of the outbreak—Moodie was determined to take
advantage of the open state of the lake to carry a largo grist up to
Y-'s mill. I urged upon him the danger of a man attempting to manage a
canoe in rapid water, who was unable to stand without crutches; but
Moodie saw that the children would need bread, and he was anxious to
make the experiment.
Finding that I could
not induce him to give up the journey, I determined to go with. him. Old
Wittals, who happened to come down that morning, assisted in placing the
bags of wheat in the little vessel, and helped to place Moodie at the
stern. With a sad, foreboding spirit, I assisted to push off from the
shore.
The air was raw and
cold, but our sail was not without ito pleasure.
The lake was very full
from the heavy rains, and the canoe bounded over the waves with a free,
springy motion. A slight frost had hung every little bush and spray
along the shores with sparkling crystals. The red pigeon-berries,
shindig through their coating of ice, looked like cornelian bead" sot in
silver, and strung from bush to bush. We found die rapids at the
entrance of Bessikakoon Lake very hard to stem, and were so often
carried back by the force of the water, that, cold as the air was, the
great exertion which Moodie had to make use of to obtain the desired
object brought the perspiration out in big drops upon his forehead. His
long confinement to the house and low diet had rendered him very weak.
The old miller received
us in the most hearty and hospitable manner; and complimented me upon my
courage in venturing upon the water in such cold, rough weather. Norah
was married, but the kind Betty provided us an excellent dinner, while
we waited for the grist to be ground.
It was near four
o’clock when we started on our return. If there had been danger in going
up the stream, there was more in coming down. The wind had changed, the
air was frosty, keen, and biting, and Moodie’s paddle came up from every
dip into the water, loaded with ice. For my part, I had only to sit
still at the bottom of the canoe, as we floated rapidly down with wind
and tide. At the landing we wore met by old Jenny, who had a long story
to tell us, of which we could make neither head nor tail— how some
gentleman had called during our absence, and left a largo paper, all
about the Queen and the Yankees; that there was war between Canada and
the States; that Toronto had been burnt, and the governor killed, and I
know not what other strange and monstrous statements. After much
fatigue, Moodie climbed the hill, and we were once more safe by our own
fireside. Here we found the elucidation of Jenny’s marvellous tales: a
copy of the Queen’s proclamation, calling upon all loyal gentlemen to
join in putting down the unnatural rebellion.
A letter from my sister
explained the nature of the outbreak, and the astonishment with which
the news had been received by all the settlers in the bush. My brother
and my sister’s husband had already gone off to join some of the
numerous bands of gentlemen who were collecting from all quarters to
march to the aid of Toronto, which it was said was besieged by the rebel
force. She advised mo not to suffer Moodie to leave home in his present
weak state; but the spirit of my husband was aroused, he instantly
obeyed what he considered the imperative call of duty, and told me to
prepare him a few necessaries, that he might be ready to start early in
the morning.
Little sleep visited
our eyes that night. We talked over the strange news for hours; our
coming separation, and the probability that, if things were as bad as
they appeared to be, we might never meet again. Our affairs were in such
a desperate condition that Moodie anticipated that any change must be
for the better j it was impossible for them to be worse. But the poor,
anxious wife thought only of a parting which to her put a finishing
stroke to all her misfortunes.
Before the cold, snowy
morning broke, we were all stirring. The children, who had learned that
their father was preparing to leave them, were crying and clinging round
his knees. His heart was too deeply affected to eat; the meal passed
over in silence, and he rose to go. I put on my hat and shawl to
accompany him through the wood as far as my sister Mrs. T-’s. The day
was like our destiny, cold, dark, and lowering. I gave the dear invalid
his crutches, and we commenced our sorrowful walk. Then old Jenny’s
lamentations burst forth, as flinging her arms round my husband’s neck,
she kissed and blessed him after the fashion of her country.
“Och hone! och hone!”
she cried, wringing her hands, “masther dear, why will you lave the wife
and the children? The poor crathur is breakin’ her heart intirely at
partin’ wid you. Shure an’ the war is nothin’ to you, that you must be
goin’ into danger; an’ you wid a broken leg. Och hone! och hone! come
back to your home—you will be kilt, and thin what will become of the
wife and the woo bairns!
Her cries and
lamentations followed us into the wood. At my sister’s, Moodie and I
parted; and with a heavy heart I retraced my steps through the wood. For
once, I forgot all my fears. I never felt the cold. Sad tears were
flowing over my cheeks; when I entered the house, hope seemed to have
deserted me, and for upwards of an hour I lay upon the bed and wept.
Poor Jenny did her best
to comfort me, but all joy had vanished with him who was my light of
life.
Left in the most
absolute uncertainty as to the real state of public affairs, I could
only conjecture what might be the result of this sudden outbreak.
Several poor settlers called at the house during the day, on their way
down to Peterborough; but they brought with them the most exaggerated
accounts. There had boon a battle, they said, with the rebels, and the
loyalists had been defeated; Toronto was besieged by sixty thousand men,
and all the men in the backwoods wore ordered to march instantly to the
relief of the city.
In the evening, I
received a note from Emilia, who was at Peterborough, in which she
informed me that my husband had borrowed a horse of Mr. S-, and had
joined a large party of two hundred volunteers, who had left that
morning for Toronto; that there had boon a battle with the insurgents;
that Colonel Moodie had been killed, and the rebels had retreated; and
that she hoped my husband would return in a few days.
The honest
backwoodsmen, perfectly ignorant of the abuses that had led to the
present position of things, regarded the rebels as monsters, for whom no
punishment was too severe, and obeyed the call to arms with enthusiasm.
The leader of the insurgents must have been astonished at the rapidity
with which a large force was collected, as if by magic, to repel his
designs. A great number of those volunteers were half-pay officers, many
of whom had fought in the continental wars with the armies of Napoleon,
and would have been found a host in themselves. I must own that my
British spirit was fairly aroused, and, as I could not aid in subduing
the enemies of my beloved country with my arm, I did what little I could
to serve the good cause with my pen. It may probably amuse my readers,
to give them a speciment of these loyal staves, which were widely
circulated through the Colony at the time.
THE OATH OF THE CANADIAN
VOLUNTEERS.
Huzza for England!—May
she claim
Our fond devotion over;
And, by the glory of her name,
Our brave forefathers’ honest fame,
We swear—no foe shall sever
Her children from their parent’s side;
Though parted by the wave,
In weal or woe, whate’er betide,
We swear to die, or save
Her honour from the rebel band
Whose crimes pollute our injured land!
Let the foe come—we will
not shrink
To meet them if they dare;
Well must they fight, ere rashly think
To rend apart one sacred link
That bears our country fair
To that dear isle, from whence we sprung,
Which gave our fathers birth;
Whoso glorious deeds her bards have sung;
The unrivall’d of the earth.
The highest privilege we claim,
To own her away—to bear her name.
Then, courage, loyal
volunteers!
God will defend the right;
That thought will banish slavish foam,
That blessed consciousness still cheers
The soldier in the fight.
The stars for us shall never bum,
The stripes may frighten slaves,
The Britain's eye will proudly turn
Where Britain's standard waves.
Beneath its folds, if Heaven requires,
We’ll die, as died of old our sires!
In a week, Moodie
returned. So many volunteers had poured into Toronto that the number of
friends was likely to prove as disastrous as that of enemies, on account
of the want of supplies to maintain them all. The companies from the
back townships had been remanded, and I received with delight my own
again. But this re-union did not last long. Several regiments of militia
were formed to defend the colony, and to my husband was given the rank
of captain in one of those then stationed in Toronto.
On the 20th of January,
1838, he bade us a long adieu. I was left with old Jenny and the
children to take care of the farm. It was a sad, dull time. I could bear
up against all trials with him to comfort and cheer me, but his
long-continued absence cast a gloom upon my spirit not easily to be
shaken off. Still his very appointment to this situation was a signal
act of mercy. From his full pay, he was enabled to liquidate many
pressing debts and to send home from time to time sums of money to
procure necessaries for me and the little ones. These remittances were
greatly wanted; but I demurred before laying them out for comforts which
we had been so long used to dispense with. It seemed almost criminal to
purchase any article of luxury, such as tea and sugar, while a debt
remained unpaid.
The Y-y's were very
pressing for the thirty pounds that we owed them for the clearing; but
they had such a firm reliance upon the honor of my husband, that, poor
and pressed for money as we were, they never sued us. I thought it would
be a pleasing surprise to Moodie, if, with the sums of money which I
occasionally received from him, I could diminish this debt, which had
always given him the greatest uneasiness;, and, my resolution once
formed, I would not allow any temptation to shake it.
The money was always
transmitted to Dummer. I only reserved the sum of two dollars a-month,
to pay a little lad to chop wood for us. After a time, I began to think
the Y-y’s were gifted with second-sight; for I never received a
money-letter but the very next day I was sure to see some of the family.
Just at this period I
received a letter from a gentleman, requesting me to write for a
magazine (the Literary Garland), just started in Montreal, with promise
to remunerate me for my labours. Such an application was like a gleam of
light springing up in the darkness; it seemed to promise the dawning of
a brighter day. I had never been able to turn my thoughts towards
literature during my time in the bush. When the body is fatigued with
labour, unwonted and beyond its strength, the mind is in no condition
for mental occupation.
The year before, I had
been requested by an American author, of great merit, to contribute to
the North American Review, published for several years in Philadelphia;
and he promised to remunerate me in proportion to the success of the
work. I had contrived to write several articles after the children were
asleep, though the expense even of the stationery and the postage of the
manuscripts was severely felt by one so destitute of means; but the hope
of being the least service to those dear to me cheered me to the task. I
never realized anything from that source; but I believe it was not the
fault of the editor. Several other American editors had written to me to
furnish them with articles; but I was unable to pay the postage of heavy
packets to the States, and they could not reach their destination
without being paid to the frontier. Thus, all chance of making anything
in that way had been abandoned. I wrote to Mr. L-, and frankly informed
him how I was situated. In the most liberal manner, he offered to pay
the postage on all manuscripts to his office, and left me to name my own
terms of remuneration. This opened up a new era in my existence; and for
many years I have found in this generous man, to whom I am still
personally unknown, a steady friend. I actually shed tears of joy over
the first twenty-dollar bill I received from Montreal. It vas my own; I
had earned it with my own hand; and it seemed to my delighted fancy to
form the nucleus out of which a future independence for my family might
arise, I no longer retired to bed when the labours of the day were over.
I sat up, and wrote by the light of a strange sort of candle, that Jenny
called “sluts,” and which the old woman manufactured out of pieces of
old rags, twisted together and dipped in pork lard, and stuck in a
bottle. They did not give a bad light, but it took a great many of them
to last me for a few hours.
The faithful old
creature regarded my writings with a jealous eye. “An’, shure, it’s
killin’ yerself that you are intirely. You were thin enough before you
took to the pen; scriblin’ an’ scrablin’ when you should be in bed and
asleep. What good will it be to your childher, dear heart! if you die
afore your time, by wastin’ your strength afther that fashion?”
Jenny never could
conceive the use of books. “Shure we can live and die widout them. It’s
only a waste of time botherin’ your brains wid the like of them; but,
thank goodness! the lard will soon be all done, an’ thin we shall hear
you spakin’ again, instead of sittin’ there doubled up all night,
destroying your eyes wid porin’ over the dirthy writin’.”
As the sugar-making
season drew near, Jenny conceived the bold thought of making a good lump
of sugar, that the “childher” might have something to “ate” with their
bread during the summer. We had no sugar-kettle, but a neighbour
promised to lend us his, and to give us twenty-eight troughs, on
condition that we gave him half the sugar we made,
The very first day, a
terrible accident happened to us; a large log fell upon the
sugar-kettle—the borrowed sugar-kettle—and cracked it, spilling all the
sap, and rendering the vessel, which had cost four dollars, useless. We
were all in dismay. Just at that time Old Wittals happened to pass on
his way to Peterborough. He very good-naturedly offered to get the
kettle repaired for us; which, he said, could be easily done by a rivet
and an iron hoop. But where was the money to come from? I thought
awhile. Katie had a magnificent coral and bells, the gift of her
godfather; I asked the dear child if she would give it to buy another
kettle for Mr. T--. She said, “I would give ten times as much to help
mamma.”
I wrote a little note
to Emilia, who was still at her father’s; and Mr. W-, the storekeeper,
sent us a fine sugar-kettle back by Wittals, and also the other mended,
in exchange for the useless piece of finery. We had now two kettles at
work, to the joy of Jenny, who declared that it was a lucky fairy who
had broken the old kettle.
While Jenny was engaged
in boiling and gathering the sap in the bush, I sugared off the syrup in
the house . an operation watched by the children with intense interest.
After standing all day over the hot stove-fire, it was quite a
refreshment to breathe the pure air at night. Every evening I ran up to
see Jenny in the bush, singing and boiling down the sap in the front of
her little shanty. The old woman was in her element, and afraid of
nothing under the stars; she slept beside her kettles at night, and
snapped her fingers at the idea of the least danger. She was sometimes
rather despotic in her treatment of her attendant, Sol. One morning, in
particular, she bestowed upon the lad a severe cuffing.
I ran up the clearing
to the rescue, when my ears were assailed by the “boo-hooing” of the
boy.
“What has happened? Why
do you beat the child, Jenny?”
“It’s jist, thin, I
that will bate him—the unlucky omad-hawn! Has not he spilt and spiled
two buckets of syrup, that I have been the live-long night bilin’. Sorra
wid him; I’d like to strip the skin off him, I would! Musha! but ’tis
enough to vex a saint.”
“Ah, Jenny!” blubbered
the poor boy, “but you have no mercy. You forget that I have but one
eye, and that I could not see the root which caught my foot and threw me
down.”
“Faix! an’ ’tis a pity
that you have the one eye, when you don’t know how to make a betther use
of it,” muttered the angry dame, as she picked up the pails, and pushing
him on before her, beat a retreat into the bush.
I was heartily sick of
the sugar-making, long before the season was over; however, we were well
paid for our trouble. Besides one hundred and twelve pounds of fine soft
sugar, as good as Muscovado, we had six gallons of molasses, and a keg
containing six gallons of excellent vinegar. There was no lack, this
year, of nice preserves and pickled cucumbers' dainties found in every
native Canadian establishment.
Besides gaining a
little money with my pen. I practised a method of painting birds and
butterflies upon the white, velvety surface of the large fungi, that
grow plentifully upon the bark of the sugar-maple. These had an
attractive appearance; and my brother, who was a captain in one of the
provisional regiments, sold a great many of them among the officers,
without saying by whom they were painted. One rich lady in Peterborough,
long since dead, ordered two dozen to send as curiosities to England.
These, at one shilling each, enabled me to buy shoes for the children,
who, during our bad times, had been forced to dispense with these
necessary coverings. How often, during the winter season, have I wept
over their little chapped feet, literally washing them with my tears!
But these days were to end ; Providence was doing great things for us;
and Hope raised at last her drooping head, to regard with a brighter
glance the far-off future.
Slowly the winter
rolled away: but he to whom every thought turned was still distant from
his humble home. The receipt of an occasional letter from him was my
only solace during his long absence, and we were still too poor to
indulge often in this luxury. My poor Katie was as anxious as her mother
to hear from her father; and when I did get the long-looked-for prize,
she would kneel down before me, her little elbows resting on my knees,
her head thrown back, and the tears trickling down her innocent cheeks,
eagerly drinking in every word.
The spring brought us
plenty of work ; we had potatoes and corn to plant, and the garden to
cultivate. By lending my oxen for two days’ work, I got Wittals, who had
no oxen, to drag me in a few acres of oats, and to prepare the land for
potatoes and corn. The former I dropped into the earth, while Jenny
covered them up with the hoe.
Our garden was well dug
and plentifully manured, the woman bringing the manure, which had lain
for several years at the barn door, down to the plot, in a large Indian
basket placed upon a hand-sleigh. We had soon every sort of vegetable
sown, with plenty of melons and cucumbers, and all our beds promised a
good return. There were large flights of ducks upon the lake every night
and morning; but though we had guns, we did not know how to use them.
However, I thought of a plan, which, I flattered myself, might prove
successful; I got Sol. to plant two stakes in the shallow water, near
the rice beds, and to these I attached a slender rope, made by braiding
long strips of the inner bark of the basswood together; to these again I
fastened, at regular intervals, about a quarter of a yard of whipcord,
headed by a strong perch-hook. These hooks I baited with fish offal,
leaving them to float just under the water. Early next morning, I saw a
fine black duck fluttering upon the line. The boy ran down with the
paddles, but before he could reach the spot, the captive got away, by
carrying the hook and line with him. At the next stake he found upon the
books a large eel and a cat-fish.
I had never before seen
one of those whiskered, toad like natives of the Canadian waters (so
common to the Bay of Quinte, where they grow to a great size), that I
was really terrified at the sight of the hideous beast, and told Sol. to
throw it away. In this I was very foolish, for they are esteemed good
eating in many parts of Canada; but, to my, the sight of the
reptile-like thing is enough—it is uglier, and far more
disgusting-looking than a toad.
When the trees came
into leaf, and the meadows were green, and flushed with flowers, the
poor children used to talk constantly to me of their father’s return;
their innocent prattle made me very sad. Every evening we walked into
the wood, along the path that he must come whenever he did return home,
to meet him; and, though it was a vain hope, and the walk was taken just
to amuse the little ones, I used to be silly enough to feel deeply
disappointed when we returned alone. Donald, who was a mere baby when
his father left us, could just begin to put words together. “Who is
papa?” “When will he come?” “Will he come by the road?” “Will he come in
a canoe?" The little creature’s curiosity to see this unknown father was
really amusing; an oh! how I longed to present the little fellow, with
his rosy cheeks and curling hair, to his father; he was so fair, so
altogether charming in my eyes. Emilia had called him Cedric the Saxon;
and he well suited the name, with his frank, honest disposition, and
large, loving, blue eyes.
June had commenced; the
weather was very warm, and Mr. T-had sent for the loan of old Jenny to
help him for a day with his potatoes. I had just prepared dinner when
the old woman came shrieking like a mad thing down the clearing, and
waving her hands towards me. I could not imagine what had happened.
“Ninny’s mad!”
whispered Dunbar; “she’s the old girl for making a noise.”
“Joy! joy!” bawled out
the old woman, now running breathlessly towards us. “The masther’s
come—the masther’s come!”
“Where?—where
“Jist above in the
wood. Goodness gracious! I have run to let you know—so fast— that my
heart—is like to —break.”
Without stopping to
comfort poor Jenny, off started the children and myself, at the very top
of our speed; but I soon found that I could not run—I was too much
agitated. I got to the head of the bush, and sat down upon a fallen
tree. The children sprang forward like wild kids, all but Donald, who
remained with his old nurse. I covered my face with my hands; my heart,
too, was beating audibly; and now that he was come, and was so near me,
I scarcely could command strength to meet him. The sound of happy young
voices roused me up; the children were leading him along in triumph; and
he was bending down to them, all smiles, but hot and tired with his long
journey. It was almost worth our separation, this blissful meeting. In a
few minutes he was at home, and the children upon his knees. Katie stood
silently holding his hand, but Addie and Dunbar had a thousand things to
tell him. Donald was frightened at his military dress, but he peeped at
him from behind my gown, until I caught and placed him in his father’s
arms.
His leave of absence
only extended to a fortnight. It had taken him three days to come all
the way from Lake Erie, where his regiment was stationed, at Point Abine;
and the same time would be consumed in his return. He could only remain,
with us eight days. How soon they fled away! How bitter was the thought
of parting with him again! He had brought money to pay the Y-y’s.
How surprised he was to
find their large debt more than half liquidated. How gently did he chide
me for depriving myself and the children of the little comforts he had
designed for us, in order to make this sacrifice. But never was
self-denial more fully rewarded; I felt happy in having contributed in
the least to pay a just debt to kind and worthy people. You must become
poor yourself before you can fully appreciate the good qualities of the
poor—before you can sympathize with them, and fully recognise them as
your brethren in the flesh. Their benevolence to each other, exercised
amidst want and privation, as far surpasses the munificence of the rich
towards them, as the exalted philanthropy of Christ and his disciples
does the Christianity of the present day. The rich man gives from his
abundance; the poor man shares with a distressed comrade his all.
One short, happy week
too soon fled away, and we were once more alone. In the fall, my husband
expected the regiment in which he held his commission would be reduced,
which would again plunge us into the same distressing poverty. Often of
a night I revolved these things in my mind, and porploxed myself with
conjectures as to what in future was to become of us. Although ho had
saved all ho could from his pay, it was impossible to pay several
hundreds of pounds of debt; and the steam-boat stock still continued a
dead letter. To remain much longer in the woods was impossible, for the
returns from the farm scarcely fed us; and but for the clothing sent us
by our friends from home, who were not aware of our real difficulties,
we should have been badly off indeed.
I pondered over every
plan that thought could devise; at last, I prayed to the Almighty to
direct mo as to what would be the best course for us to pursue. A sweet
assurance stole over mo, and soothed my spirit, that God would provide
for us, as Ho had hitherto done—that a great deal of our distress arose
from want of faith. I was just sinking into a calm sleep when the
thought seemed whispered into my soul, “Write to the Governor; tell him
candidly all you have suffered during your sojourn in this country; and
trust to God for the rest.”
At first I paid little
heed to this suggestion; but it became so importunate that at last I
determined to act upon it as if it were a message sent from heaven. I
rose from my bed, struck a light, sat down, and wrote a letter to the
Lieutenant-Governor, Sir George Arthur, a simple statement of facts,
leaving it to his benevolence to pardon the liberty I had taken in
addressing him.
I asked of him to
continue my husband in the militia service, in the same regiment in
which he now held the rank of captain, which, by enabling him to pay our
debts, would rescue us from our present misery. Of the political
character of Sir George Arthur I knew nothing. I addressed him as a man
and a Christian; and I acknowledge, with the deepest and most heartfelt
gratitude, the generous kindness of his conduct towards us.
Before the day dawned,
my letter was ready for the post. The first secret I ever had from my
husband was the writing of that letter; and, proud and sensitive as he
was, and averse to asking the least favour of the great, I was
dreadfully afraid that the act I had just done would be displeasing to
him; still, I felt resolutely determined to send it. After giving the
children their breakfast, I walked down and read it to my
brother-in-law, who was not only much pleased with its contents, but
took it down himself to the post-office.
Shortly after, I
received a letter from my husband, informing me that the regiment had
been reduced, and that he should be home in time to get in the harvest.
Most anxiously I awaited a reply to my application to the Governor; but
no reply came.
The first week in
August our dear Moodie came home, and brought with him, to our no small
joy, J. E.-, who had just returned from Ireland. E- had been
disappointed about the money, which was subject to litigation; and,
tired of waiting at home until the tedious process of the law should
terminate, he had come back to the woods, and, before night, was
reinstated in his old quarters.
His presence made Jenny
all alive; she dared him at once to a trial of skill with her in the
wheat-field, which E- prudently declined. He did not expect to stay
longer in Canada than the fall, but, whilst he did stay, he was to
consider our house his home.
That harvest was the
happiest we ever spent in the bush. We had enough of the common
necessaries of life. A spirit of peace and harmony pervaded our little
dwelling, for the most affectionate attachment existed among its
members. We were not troubled with servants, for the good old Jenny we
regarded as an humble friend, and were freed, by that, circumstance,
from many of the cares and vexations of a, bush life. Our evening
excursions on the lake were doubly enjoyed after the labours of the day,
and night brought us calm and healthful repose.
The political struggles
that convulsed the country were scarcely echoed in the depths of those
old primeval forests, though the expulsion of Mackenzie from Navy
Island, and the burning of the Caroline by Captain Drew, had boon
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