We trod a weary path,
through silent woods,
Tangled and dark, unbroken by a sound
Of cheerful life. The melancholy shriek
Of hollow winds careering o’er the snow,
Or tossing into waves the green pine tops,
Making the ancient forest groan and sigh
Beneath their mocking voice, awoke alone
The solitary echoes of the place.
DEAR READER! have you
ever heard of a place situated in the forest-depths of this far western
wilderness, called Dummer? Ten years ago, it might not inaptly have been
termed “The last clearing in the world.” Nor to this day do I know of
any in that direction which extends beyond it. Our bush-farm was
situated on the borderline of a neighbouring township, only one degree
less wild, less out of the world, or nearer to the habitations of
civilization than the far-famed “English Line,” the boast and glory of
this terra incognita.
This place, so named by
the emigrants who had pitched their tents in that solitary wilderness,
was a long line of cleared land, extending upon either side for some
miles through the darkest and most interminable forest. The English Line
was inhabited chiefly by Cornish miners, who, tired of burrowing like
moles underground, had determined to emigrate to Canada, where they
could breathe the fresh air of Heaven, and obtain the necessaries of
life upon the bosom of their mother earth. Strange as it may appear,
these men made good farmers, and steady, industrious colonists, working
as well above ground as they had toiled in their early days beneath it.
All our best servants came from Dummer; and although they spoke a
language difficult to be understood, and were uncouth in their manners
and appearance, they were faithful and obedient, performing the tasks
assigned to them with patient perseverance; good food and kind treatment
rendering them always cheerful and contented.
My dear old Jenny, that
most faithful and attached of all humble domestic friends, came from
Dummer, and I was wont to regard it with complacency for her sake. But
Jenny was not English; she was a generous, warm-hearted daughter of the
Green Isle—the Emerald gem set in the silver of ocean. Yes, Jenny was
one of the poorest children of that impoverished but glorious country
where wit and talent seem indigenous, springing up spontaneously in the
rudest and most uncultivated minds; showing what the land could bring
forth in its own strength, unaided by education, and unfettered by the
conventional rules of society. Jenny was a striking instance of the
worth, noble self-denial, and devotion which are often met with—and,
alas! but too often disregarded—in the poor and ignorant natives of that
deeply-injured, and much abused land. A few words about my old favourite
may not prove uninteresting to my readers.
Jenny Buchanan, or as
she called it, Bohdnon, was the daughter of a petty exciseman, of Scotch
extraction who, at the time of her birth, resided near the old town of
Inniskillen. Her mother died a few months after she was born; and her
father, within the twelve months, married again. In the meanwhile the
poor orphan babo had boon adopted by a kind neighbour, the wife of a
small farmer in the vicinity.
In return for coarse
food and scanty clothing, the little Jenny became a servant-of-all-work.
She fed the pigs, herded the cattle, assisted in planting potatoes and
digging peat from the bog, and was undisputed mistress of the
poultry-yard. As she grew up to womanhood, the importance of her labours
increased. A better reaper in the harvest-field, or footer of turf in
the bog, could not be found in the district, or a woman more thoroughly
acquainted with the management of cows and the rearing of young cattle;
but here poor Jenny’s accomplishments terminated.
Her usefulness was all
abroad. Within the house she made more dirt than she had the inclination
or the ability to clear away. She could neither read, nor knit, nor sew;
and although she called herself a Protestant, and a Church of England
woman, she knew no- more of religion, as revealed to man through the
Word of God, than the savage "Who sinks to the grave in ignorance of a
Redeemer. Hence she stoutly resisted all idea of being a sinner, or of
standing the least chance of receiving hereafter the condemnation of
one.
“Och, shure thin,” she
would say, with simple earnestness of look and manner, almost
irresistible. “God will never throuble Himsel’ about a poor,
hard-working crathur like me, who never did any harm to the manest of
His making.”
One thing was certain,
that a benevelent Providence had “throubled Himsel’” about poor Jenny in
times past, for the warm heart of this neglected child of nature
contained a stream of the richest benevolence, which, situated as she
had been, could not have been derived from any other source. Honest,
faithful, and industrious, Jenny became a law unto herself, and
practically illustrated the golden rule of her blessed Lord, “to do unto
others as we would they should do unto us.” She thought it was
impossible that her poor services could ever repay the debt of gratitude
that she owed to the family who had brought her up, although the
obligation must have been entirely on their side. To them she was
greatly attached—for them she toiled unceasingly; and when evil days
came, and they were not able to meet the rent-day, or to occupy the
farm, she determined to accompany them in their emigration to Canada,
and formed one of the stout-hearted band that fixed its location in the
lonely and unexplored wilds now known as the township of Dummer.
During the first year
of their settlement, the means of obtaining the common necessaries of
life became so precarious, that, in order to assist her friends with a
little ready money, Jenny determined to hire out into some wealthy house
as a servant. When I use the term wealth as applied to any bush-settler,
it is of course only comparatively; but Jenny was anxious to obtain a
place with settlers who enjoyed a small income independent of their
forest means.
Her first speculation
was a complete failure. For five long, hopeless years she served a
master from whom she never received a farthing of her stipulated wages.
Still her attachment to the family was so strong, and had become so much
the necessity of her life, that the poor creature could not make up her
mind to leave them. The children whom she had received into her arms at
their birth, and whom she had nursed with maternal tenderness, were as
dear to her as if they had been her own; she continued to work for them
although her clothes were worn to tatters, and her own friends were too
poor to replace them.
Her master, Captain N-,
a handsome, dashing officer, who had served many years in India, still
maintained the carriage and appearance of a gentleman, in spite of his
mental and moral degradation arising from a constant state of
intoxication; he still promised to remunerate at some future day her
faithful services; and although all his neighbours well knew that his
means were exhausted, and that that day would never come, yet Jenny, in
the simplicity of her faith, still toiled on, in the hope that the
better day he spoke of would soon arrive.
And now a few words
respecting this master, which I trust may serve as warning to others.
Allured by the bait that has been the ruin of so many of his class, the
offer of a large grant of land, Captain N--had been induced to form a
settlement in this remote and untried township; laying out much, if not
all, of his available means in building a log house, and clearing a
largo extent of barren and stony land. To this uninviting homo he
conveyed a beautiful young wife, and a small and increasing family. The
result may be easily anticipated. The want of society—a dreadful want to
a man of his previous habits—the total absence of all the comforts and
decencies of life, produced inaction, apathy, and at last, despondency,
which was only alleviated by a constant and immoderate use of ardent
spirits. As long as Captain N- retained his half-pay, he contrived to
exist. In an evil hour he parted with this, and quickly trod the
down-hill path to ruin.
And here I would remark
that it is always a rash and hazardous step for any officer to part with
his half-pay; although it is almost every day done, and generally
followed by the same disastrous results. A certain income, however
small, in a country where money is so hard to bo procured, and where
labour cannot be attained but at a very high pecuniary remuneration, is
invaluable to a gentleman unaccustomed to agricultural employment; who,
without this reserve to pay his people, during the brief but expensive
seasons of seed-time and harvest, must either work himself or starve. I
have known no instance in which such sale has been attended with
ultimate advantage; but, alas ! too many in which it has terminated in
the most distressing destitution. These government grants of land, to
half-pay officers, have induced numbers of this class to emigrate to the
backwoods of Canada, who are totally unfit for pioneers; but tempted by
the offer of finding themselves landholders of what, on paper, appear to
them fine estates, they resign a certainty, to waste their energies, and
die half-starved and brokenhearted in the depths of the pitiless wild.
If a gentleman so
situated would give up all idea of settling on his grant, but hire a
good farm in a favourable situation—that is, not too far from a
market—and with his half-pay hire efficient labourers, of which plenty
are now to be had, to cultivate the land, with common prudence and
economy, he would soon obtain a comfortable subsistence for his family.
And if the males were brought up to share the burthen and heat of the
day, the expense of hired labour, as it yearly diminished, would add to
the general means and well being of the whole, until the hired farm
became the real property of the industrious tenants. But the love of
show, the vain boast of appearing richer and better dressed than our
neighbours, too often involves the emigrant’s family in debt, from which
they are seldom able to extricate themselves without sacrificing the
means which would have secured their independence.
This, although a long
digression, will not, I hope, be without its use; and if this book is
regarded not as a work of amusement but one of practical experience
written for the benefit of others, it will not fail to convey some
useful hints to those who have contemplated emigration to Canada; the
best country in the world for the industrious and well-principled man,
who really comes out to work, and to better his condition by the labour
of his hands; but a gulf of ruin to the vain and idle, who only set foot
upon these shores to accelerate their ruin.
But to return to
Captain N-. It was at this disastrous period that Jenny entered his
service. Had her master adapted his habits and expenditure to his
altered circumstances, much misery might have been spared, both to
himself and his family. But he was a proud man—too proud to work, or to
receive with kindness the offers of service tendered to him by his
half-civilized, but well-meaning neighbours,
“Hang him!” cried an
indignant English settler (Captain N-was an Irishman), whose offer of
drawing wood had been rejected with unmerited contempt. “Wait a few
years, and we shall see what his pride will do for him. 1 am sorry for
his poor wife and children; but for himself, I have no pity for him.”
This man had been
uselessly insulted, at the very moment when he was anxious to perform a
kind and benevolent action; when, like a true Englishman, his heart was
softened by witnessing the sufferings of a young, delicate female and
her infant family. Deeply affronted by the captain’s foolish conduct, he
now took a malignant pleasure in watching his arrogant neighbour’s
progress to ruin. The year after the sale of his commission, Captain
N-found himself considerably in debt, “Never mind, Ella,” he said to his
anxious wife; “the crops will pay it.
The crops were a
failure that year. Creditors pressed hard; the captain had no money to
pay his workmen, and he would not work himself. Disgusted with his
location, but unable to change it for a better; without friends in his
own class (for he was the only gentleman then resident in the new
township), to relieve the monotony of his existence with their society,
or to afford him advice or assistance in his difficulties, the fatal
whiskey-bottle became his refuge from gloomy thoughts.
His wife, an amiable
and devoted creature, well-born, well-educated, and deserving of a
better lot, did all in her power to wean him from the growing vice. But,
alas! the pleadings of an angel, in such circumstances, would have had
little effect upon the mind of such a man. He loved her as well as he
could love anything, and he fancied that he loved his children, while he
was daily reducing them, by his favourite vice, to beggary.
For awhile, he confined
his excesses to his own fireside, but this was only for as long a period
as the sale of his stock and land would supply him with the means of
criminal indulgence. After a time, all these resources failed, and his
large grant of eight hundred acres of land had been converted into
whiskey, except the one hundred acres on which his house and barn stood,
embracing the small clearing from which the family derived their scanty
supply of wheat and potatoes. For the sake of peace, his wife gave up
all her ornaments and household plate, and the best articles of a once
handsome and ample wardrobe, in the hope of biding her sorrows from the
world, and keeping her husband at home.
The pride, that had
rendered him so obnoxious to his humbler neighbours, yielded at length
to the inordinate craving for drink; the man who had held himself so
high above his honest and industrious fellow-settlers, could now
unblushingly enter their cabins and beg for a drop of whiskey. The
feeling of shame once subdued, there was no end to his audacious
mendicity. His whole time was spent in wandering about the country,
calling upon every new settler, in the hope of being asked to partake of
the coveted poison. He was even known to enter by the window of an
emigrant’s cabin, during the absence of the owner, and remain drinking
in the house while a drop of spirits could be found in the cupboard.
When driven forth by the angry owner of the hut, he wandered on to the
distant town of P-, and lived there in a low tavern, while his wife and
children were staying at home.
“He is the filthiest
beast in the township,” said the afore-mentioned neighbour to me; “it
would be a good thing for his wife and children if his worthless neck
were broken in one of his drunken sprees.”
This might be the
melancholy fact, but it was not the less dreadful on that account. The
husband of an affectionate wife—the father of a lovely family—and his
death to be a matter of rejoicing!—a blessing, instead of being an
affliction !—an agony not to be thought upon without the deepest sorrow.
It was at this
melancholy period of her sad history, that Mrs. N-found, in Jenny
Buchanan, a help in her hour of need. The heart of the faithful creature
bled for the misery which involved the wife of her degraded master, and
the children she so dearly loved. Their want and destitution called all
the sympathies of her ardent nature into active operation ; they were
long indebted to her labour for every morsel of food which they
consumed. For them, she sowed, she planted, she reaped. Every block of
wood which shed a cheering warmth around their desolate home was cut
from the forest by her own hands, and brought up a steep hill to the
house upon her back. For them, she coaxed the neighbours, with whom she
was a general favourite, out of many a mess of eggs for their especial
benefit; while with her cheerful songs, and hearty, hopeful disposition,
she dispelled much of the cramping despair which chilled the heart of
the unhappy mother in her deserted home.
For several years did
this great, poor woman keep the wolf from the door of her beloved
mistress, toiling for her with the strength and energy of a man. When
was man ever so devoted, so devoid of all selfishness, so attached to
employers, yet, poorer than herself, as this uneducated Irishwoman?
A period was at length
put to her unrequited services. In a fit of intoxication her master beat
her severely with the iron ramrod of his gun, and turned her, with
abusive language, from his doors. Oh, hard return for all her unpaid
labours of love! She forgave this outrage for the sake of the helpless
beings who depended upon her care. He repeated the injury, and the poor
creature returned almost heart-broken to her former home.
Thinking that his spite
would subside in a few days, Jenny made a third effort to enter his
house in her usual capacity; but Mrs. N-told her, with many tears, that
her presence would only enrage her husband, who had threatened herself
with the most cruel treatment if she allowed the faithful servant again
to enter the house. Thus ended her five years’ service to this
ungrateful master. Such was her reward!
I heard of Jenny’s
worth and kindness from the Englishman who had been so grievously
affronted by Captain N—, and sent for her to come to me. She instantly
accepted my offer, and returned with my messenger. She had scarcely a
garment to cover her. I was obliged to find her a suit of clothes before
I could set her to work. The smiles and dimples of my curly-headed, rosy
little Donald, then a baby-boy of fifteen months, consoled the old woman
for her separation from Ellie N-; and the good-will with which all the
children (now four in number) regarded the kind old body, soon endeared
to her the new home which Providence had assigned to her.
Her accounts of Mrs.
N-, and her family, soon deeply interested me in her fate; and Jenny
never went to visit her friends in Dummer without an interchange of good
wishes passing between us.
The year of the
Canadian rebellion came, and brought with it sorrow into many a bush
dwelling. Old Jenny and I were left alone with the little children, in
the depths of the dark forest, to help ourselves in the best way we
could. Man could not be procured in that thinly-settled spot for love
nor money, and I now fully realized the extent of Jenny’s usefulness.
Daily she yoked the oxen, and brought down from the bush fuel to
maintain our fires, which she felled and chopped up with her own hands.—
She fed the cattle, and kept all things snug about the doors; not
forgetting to load her master’s two guns, “in case,” as she said, “the
ribels should attack us in our retrate.”
The months of November
and December of 1838 had been unnaturally mild for this iron climate;
but the opening of the ensuing January brought a short but severe spell
of frost and snow. We felt very lonely in our solitary dwelling,
crouching round the blazing fire, that scarcely chased the cold from our
miserable log-tenement, until this dreary period was suddenly cheered by
the unexpected presence of my beloved friend, Emilia, who came to spend
a week with me in my forest home.
She brought her own
baby-boy with her, and an ample supply of buffalo robes, nou forgetting
a treat of baker’s bread, and “sweeties” for the children. Oh, dear
Emilia! best and kindest of women, though absent in your native land,
long, long shall my heart cherish with affectionate gratitude all your
visits of love, and turn to you as to a sister, tried; and found most
faithful, in the dark hour of adversity, and, amidst the almost total
neglect of those from whom nature claimed a tenderer and holier
sympathy.
Great was the joy of
Jenny at this accession to our family-party; and after Mrs. S--was well
warmed and had partaken of tea—the only refreshment we could offer
her—we began to talk over the news of the place.
“By-the-by, Jenny,”
said she, turning to the old servant, who was undressing the little boy
by the fire, “have you heard lately from poor Mrs. N-? We have been told
that she and the family are :n a dreadful state of destitution. That
worthless man has left them for the States, and it is supposed that he
has joined Mackenzie’s band of ruffians on Navy Island; but whether this
be true or false, he has deserted his wife and children, taking his
eldest son along with him (who might have been of some service at home),
and leaving them without money or food.”
“The good Lord! What
will become of the crathurs?” responded Jenny, wiping her wrinkled cheek
with the back of her hard, brown hand. “An’ thin they have not a sowl to
chop and draw them firewood; an’ the weather so oncommon savare. Och,
hone! what has not that baste of a man to answer for?”
“I heard,” continued
Mrs. S-, “that they have tasted no food but potatoes for the last nine
months, and scarcely enough of them to keep soul and body together; that
they have sold their last cow; and the poor young lady and her second
brother, a lad of only twelve years old, bring all the wood for the fire
from the bush on a hand-sleigh.”
“Oh, dear!—oh, dear!”
sobbed Jenny; “an* I not there to hilp them! An’ poor Miss Mary, the
tinder thii.g! Oh, ’tis hard, terribly hard upon the crathurs, an’ they
not used to the like.”
“Cannothing be done for
them?” said I.
“That is what we want
to know,” returned Emilia, “and that was one of my reasons for coming up
to D-. I wanted to consult you and Jenny upon the subject. You, who are
an officer’s wife, and I, who am both an officer’s wife and daughter,
ought to devise some plan of rescuing this unfortunate lady and her
family from her present forlorn situation.”
The tears sprang to my
eyes, and I thought, in the bitterness of my heart, upon my own galling
poverty, that my pockets did not contain even a single copper, and that
I had scarcely garments enough to shield me from the inclemency of the
weather. By unflinching industry, and taking my part in the toil of the
field, I had bread for myself and family, and this was more than poor
Mrs. N—1— possessed; but it appeared impossible for me to be ' of any
assistance to the unhappy sufferer, and the thought of my incapacity
gave me severe pain. It was only in moments like the present that I felt
the curse of poverty.
“Well,” continued my
friend, “you see, Mrs. Moodie, that the ladies of P-are all anxious to
do what they can for her; but they first want to learn if the miserable
circumstances in which she is said to be placed are true. In short, my
dear friend, they want you and me to make a pilgrimage to Dummer, to see
the poor lady herself; and then they will be guided by our report.”
“Then let us lose no
time in going upon our own mission of mercy.”
“Och, my dear heart,
you will be lost in the woods! ” said old Jenny. “It is nine long miles
to the first clearing, and that through a lonely, blazed path. After you
are through the beaver-meadow, there is not a single hut for you to rest
or warm yourselves. It is too much for the both of yees; you will be
frozen to death on the road.”
“No fear,” said my
benevolent friend; “God will take care of us, Jenny. It is on his errand
we go; to carry a message of hope to one about to perish.
“The Lord bless you for
a darlint,” cried the old woman, devoutly kissing the velvet cheek of
the little fellow sleeping upon her lap. “May your own purty child never
know the want and sorrow that is around her.”
Emilia and I talked
over the Dummer scheme until we fell asleep. Many were the plans we
proposed for the immediate relief of the unfortunate family. Early the
next morning, my brother-in-law, Mr. T-, called upon my friend. The
subject next our heart was immediately introduced, and he was called
into the general council.
His feelings, like our
own, were deeply interested; and he proposed that we should each provide
something from our own small stores to satisfy the pressing wants of the
distressed family; while he promised to bring his cutter the next
morning, and take us through the beaver-meadow, and to the edge of the
great swamp, which would shorten four miles, at least, of our long and
hazardous journey.
We joyfully acceded to
his proposal, and set cheerfully to work to provide for the morrow.
Jenny baked a batch of her very best bread, and boiled a large piece of
beef; and Mr. T-brought with him, the next day, a fine cooked ham, in a
sack, into the bottom of which he stowed the beef and loaves, besides
some sugar and tea, which his own kind wife, the author of “the
Backwoods of Canada,” had sent. I had some misgivings as to the manner
in which these good things could be introduced to the poor lady, who, I
had heard, was reserved and proud.
“Oh, Jenny,” I said,
“how shall I be able to ask her to accept provisions from strangers? I
am afraid of wounding her feelings.”
“Oh, darlint, never
fear that! She is proud, I know; but ’tis not a stiff pride, but jist
enough to consale her disthress from her ignorant English neighbours,
who think so manely of poor folk like her who were once rich. She will
be very thankful to you for your kindness, for she has not experienced
much of it from the Dummer people in her throuble, though she may have
no words to tell you so. Say that old Jenny sent the bread to dear wee
Ellie, ’cause she knew she would like a loaf of Jenny’s bakin’.”
“But the meat.’*
“Och, the mate, is it?
May be, you’ll think of some excuse for the mate when you get there.
“I hope so; but I’m a
sad coward with strangers, and I have lived so long out of the world
that I am at a great loss what to do. I will try and put a good face on
the matter. Your name, Jenny, will be no small help to me.” All was now
ready. Kissing our little bairns who crowded around us with eager and
inquiring looks, and charging Jenny for the hundreth time to take
especial care of them during our absence, we mounted the cutter, and set
off, under the care and protection of Mr. T-, who determined to
accompany us on the journey.
It was a black, cold
day; no sun visible in tho grey dark sky; a keen, cutting wind, and hard
frost. We crouched close to each other.
“Good heavens, how cold
it is!” whispered Emilia. “What a day for such a journey!”
She had scarcely ceased
speaking, when the cutter went upon a stump which lay concealed under
the drifted snow; and we, together with the ruins of our conveyance,
were scattered around.
“A bad beginning,” said
my brother-in-law, with a rueful- aspect, as he surveyed the wreck of
the cutter from which we had promised ourselves so much benefit. “There
is no help for it but to return home.”
“Oh, no,” said Mrs. S-;
“bad beginnings make good endings, you know. Let us go on; it will be
far better walking than riding such a dreadful day. My feet are
half-frozen already with sitting still.”
“But, my dear madam,”
expostulated Mr. T-, “consider the distance, the road, the dark, dull
day, and our imperfect knowledge of the path. I will got the cutter
mended to-morrow; and the day after we may be able to proceed.”
“Delays are dangerous,'
said the pertinacious Emilia, who, woman-like, was determined to have
her own way. “Now, or never. While we wait for the broken cutter, the
broken-hearted Mrs. N- may starve. We can stop at Colonel C-’s and warm
ourselves, and you can leave the cutter at his house until our return.”
“It was upon your
account that I proposed the delay,” said the good Mr. T-, taking the
sack, which was no inconsiderable weight, upon his shoulder, and driving
his horse before him into neighbour W-’s stable. “Where you go, I am
ready to follow.”
When we arrived,
Colonel C-’s family were at breakfast, of which they made us partake;
and after vainly endeavouring to dissuade us from what appeared to them
our Quixotic expedition, Mrs. C- added a dozen fine white fish to the
contents of the sack, and sent her youngest son to help Mr. T-along with
his burthen, and to bear us company on our desolate road.
Leaving the Colonel’s
hospitable house .on our left we again plunged into the woods, and after
a few minutes’ brisk walking, found ourselves upon the brow of a steep
bank that overlooked the beaver-meadow, containing within its area
several hundred acres.
There is no scenery in
the bush that presents such a novel appearance as those meadows, or
openings, surrounded, as they invariably are, by dark, intricate
forests;
their high, rugged
banks covered with the light, airy tamarack and silver birch. In summer
they look like a lake of soft, rich verdure, hidden in the bosom of the
barren and howling waste. Lakes they certainly have been, from which the
waters have receded, “ages, ages long ago;” and still the whole length.
of these curious level valleys is traversed by a stream, of no
inconsiderable dimensions.
The waters of the
narrow, rapid creek, which flowed through the meadow we were about to
cross, were of sparkling brightness, and icy cold. The frost-king had no
power to check their swift, dancing movements, or stop their perpetual
song. On they leaped, sparkling and flashing beneath their ice-crowned
banks, rejoicing as they revelled on in their lonely course. In the
prime of the year, this is a wild and lovely spot, the grass is of the
richest green, and the flowers of the most gorgeous dyes. The gayest
butterflies float above them upon painted wings; and the whip-poor-will
pours forth from the neighbouring woods, at the close of dewy eve, his
strange but sadly plaintive cry. Winter was now upon the earth, and the
once green meadow looked like a small forest lake covered with snow.
The first step we made
into it plunged us up to the knees in the snow, which was drifted to a
great height in the open space. Mr. T-and our young friend C- walked on
ahead of us, in order to break a track through the untrodden snow. We
soon reached the cold creek; but here a new difficulty presented itself.
It was too wide to jump across, and we could see no other way of passing
to the other side.
“There must be some
sort of a bridgo hero about,” said young C-, “ or how can the people
from Dummer pass constantly during the winter to and fro. I will go
along the bank, and halloo to you if I find one.”
In few minutes ho gave
the desired signal, and on reaching the spot, we found a round, slippery
log flung across the stream by way of bridge. With some trouble, and
after various slips, we got safely on the other side. To wet our feet
would have been to ensure their being frozen; and as it was, we were not
without serious apprehension on that score. After crossing the bleak,
snowy plain, we scrambled over another brook, and entered the great
swamp which occupied two miles of our dreary road.
It would be vain to
attempt giving any description of this tangled maze of
closely-interwoven cedars, fallen trees, and loose-scattered masses of
rock. It seemed the fitting abode of wolves and bears, and every other
unclean beast. The fire had run through it during the summer, making the
confusion doubly confused. Now we stooped, half-doubled, to crawl under
fallen branches that hung over our path, then again we had to clamber
over prostrate trees of great bulk, descending from which we plumped
down into holes in the snow, sinking mid-leg into the rotten trunk of
some treacherous, decayed pine-tree. Before we were half through the
great swamp, we began to think ourselves sad fools, and to wish that we
were safe again by our own firesides. But, then, a great object was in
view,—the relief of a distressed fellow-creature, and like the “full of
hope, misnamed forlorn,” we determined to overcome every difficulty, and
toil on.
It took us an hour at
least to clear the great swamp, from which we emerged into a fine wood,
composed chiefly of maple-trees. The sun had, during our immersion in
the dark shades of the swamp, burst through his leaden shroud, and cast
a cheery gleam along the rugged boles of the lofty trees. The squirrel
and chipmunk occasionally bounded across our path; the dazzling snow
which covered it reflected the branches above us in an endless variety
of dancing shadows. Our spirits rose in proportion. Young C burst out
singing, and Emila and I laughed and chatted as we bounded along our
narrow road. On, on for hours, the same interminable forest stretched
away to the right and left, before and behind us.
“It is past twelve,”
said my brother T-thoughtfully; “if we do not soon come to a clearing,
we may chance to spend the night in the forest.”
“Oh, I am dying with
hunger,” cried Emilia. “ Do, C-, give us one or two of the cakes your
mother put into the bag for us to eat upon the road.”
The ginger-cakes were
instantly produced. But where were the teeth to be found that could
masticate them? The cakes were frozen as hard as stones; this was a
great disappointment to us tired and hungry wights; but it only produced
a hearty laugh. Over the logs we went again; for it was a perpetual
stepping up and down, crossing the fallen trees that obstructed our
path. At last we came to a spot where two distinct blazed roads
diverged.
“What are we to do
now?" said Mr. T-.
We stopped, and a
general consultation was held, and without one dissenting voice we took
the branch to the right, which, after pursuing for about half-a-mile,
led us to a log hut of the rudest description.
“Is this the road to
Dummer?" we asked a man, who was chopping wood outside the fence.
“I guess you are in
Dummer,” was the answer.
My heart leaped for
joy, for I was dreadfully fatigued. “Does this road lead through the
English Line?”
“That's another thing,”
returned the woodman. “No, you turned off from the right path when you
came up here.” We all looked very blank at each other. “You will have to
go back, and keep the other road, and that will lead you straight to the
English Line.”
“How many miles is it
to Mrs. N-’s?”
“Some four, or
thereabouts,” was the cheering rejoinder, “’Tis one of the last
clearings on the line.” Sadly and dejectedly we retraced our steps.
Thorn are few trifling failures more bitter in our journey through life
than that of a tired traveller mistaking his road. What effect must that
tremendous failure produce upon the human mind, when at the end of
life’s unretraceable journey, the traveller finds that he has fallen
upon the wrong track through every stage, and instead of arriving at a
land of blissful promise, sinks for ever into the gulf of despair!
The distance we had
trodden in the wrong path, while led on by hope and anticipation, now
seemed to double in length, as with painful steps we toiled on to reach
the right road. This object once attained, soon led us to the dwellings
of men.
Neat, comfortable log
houses, surrounded by well-fenced patches of clearing, arose on either
side of the forest road; dogs flew out and barked at rs, and children
ran shouting in-doors to tell their respective owners that strangers
were passing their gates; a most unusual circumstance, I should think,
in that location.
A-servant who had lived
two years with my brother-in-law, we knew must live somewhere in this
neighbourhood, at whose fireside we hoped not only to rest and warm
ourselves, but to obtain something to eat. On going up to one of the
cabins to inquire for Hannah, we fortunately happened to light upon the
very person we sought. With many exclamations of surprise, she ushered
us into her neat and comfortable log dwelling.
A blazing fire,
composed of two huge logs, was roaring up the wide chimney, and the
savoury smell that issued from a large pot of pea-soup was very
agreeable to our cold and hungry stomachs. But, alas, the refreshment
went no further! Hannah most politely begged us to take seats by the
fire, and warm and rest ourselves; she even knelt down and assisted in
rubbing our half-frozen hands; but she never once made mention of the
hot soup, or of the tea, which was drawing in a tin teapot upon the
hearth-stone, or of a glass of whiskey, which would have been thankfully
accepted by our male pilgrims.
Hannah was not an
Irishwoman, no, nor a Scotch lassie, or her very first request would
have been for us to take “a pickle of soup,” or “a sup of thae warm
broths.” The soup was no doubt cooking for Hannah’s husband and two
neighbours, who were chopping for him in the bush; and whose want of
punctuality she feelingly lamented.
As we left her cottage,
and jogged on, Emilia whispered, laughing, "I hope you are satisfied
with your good dinner? Was not the pea-soup excellent?—and that cup of
nice hot tea!—I never relished anything more in my life. I think we
should never pass that house without giving Hannah a call, and
testifying our gratitude for her good cheer.”
Many times did we stop
to inquire the way to Mrs. N-’s, before we ascended the steep, bleak
hill upon which her house stood. At the door, Mr. T-deposited the sack
of provisions, and he and young C—— went across the road to the house of
an English settler (who, fortunately for them, proved more hospitable
than Hannah), to wait until our errand was executed.
The house before which
Emilia and I were standing had once been a tolerably comfortable log
dwelling. It was larger than such buildings generally are, and was
surrounded by dilapidated barns and stables, which were not cheered by a
solitary head of cattle. A black pine-forest stretched away to the north
of the house, and terminated in a dismal, tangled cedar-swamp, the
entrance to the house not having been constructed to face the road.
The spirit that had
borne me up during the journey died within me. I was fearful that my
visit would be deemed an impertinent intrusion. I knew not in what
manner to introduce myself, and my embarrassment had been greatly
increased by Mrs. S-declaring that I must break the ice, for she had not
courage to go in. I remonstrated, but she was firm. To hold any longer
parley was impossible. We were standing on the top of a bleak hill, with
the thermometer many degrees below zero, and exposed to the fiercest
biting of the bitter, cutting blast. With a heavy sigh, I knocked slowly
but decidedly at the crazy door. I saw the curly head of a boy glance
for a moment against the broken window. There was a stir within, but no
one answered our summons. Emilia was rubbing her hands together, and
beating a rapid tattoo with her feet upon the hard and glittering snow,
to keep them from freezing.
Again I appealed to the
inhospitable door, with a vehemence which seemed to say, “We are
freezing, good people; in mercy let us in!”
Again there was a stir,
and a whispered sound of voices, as if in consultation, from within: and
after waiting a few minutes longer—which, cold as we were, seemed an
age—the door was cautiously opened by a handsome, darkeyed lad of twelve
years of age, who was evidently the owner of the curly head that had
been sent to reconnoitre us through the window. Carefully closing the
door after him, he stepped out upon the snow, and asked us coldly but
respectfully what we wanted. I told him that we were two ladies, who had
walked all the way from Douro to see his mamma, and that we wished very
much to speak to her. The lad answered us, with the ease and courtesy of
a gentleman, that he did not know whether his mamma could be seen by
strangers, but he would go in and see. So saying he abruptly left us,
leaving behind him an ugly skeleton of a dog, who, after expressing his
disapprobation at our presence in the most disagreeable and unequivocal
manner, pounced like a famished wolf upon the sack of good things which
lay at Emilia’s feet; and our united efforts could scarcely keep him
off.
“A cold, doubtful
reception this!” said my friend, turning her back to the wind, and
hiding her face in her muff. “This is worse than Hannah’s liberality,
and the long, weary walk.”
I thought so too, and
began to apprehend that our walk had been in vain, when the lad again
appeared, and said that we might walk in, for his mother was dressed.
Emilia, true to her
determination, went no farther than the passage. In vain were all my
entreating looks and mute appeals to her benevolence and friendship; I
was forced to enter alone the apartment that contained the distressed
family.
I felt that I was
treading upon sacred ground, for a pitying angel hovers over the abode
of suffering virtue, and hallows all its woes. On a rude bench, before
the fire sat a lady, between thirty and forty years of age, dressed in a
thin, coloured muslin gown,, the most inappropriate garment for the
rigour of the season, but, in all probability, the only decent one that
she retained. A subdued melancholy looked forth from her large, dark,
pensive eyes.— She appeared like one who, having discovered the full
extent of her misery, had proudly steeled her heart to bear it. Her
countenance was very pleasing, and, in early life (but she was still
young), she must have been eminently handsome. Near her, with her head
bent down, and shaded by her thin, slender hand, her slight figure
scarcely covered by her scanty clothing, sat her eldest daughter, a
gentle, sweet-looking girl, who held in her arms a baby brother, whose
destitution she endeavoured to conceal. It was a touching sight; that
suffering girl, just stepping into womanhood, hiding against her young
bosom the nakedness of the little creature she loved. Another fine boy,
whose neatly-patched clothes had not one piece of the original stuff
apparently left in them, stood behind his mother, with dark, glistening
eyes fastened upon me, as if amused, and wondering who I was, and what
business I could have there. A pale and attenuated, but very pretty,
delicately-featured little girl was seated on a low stool before the
fire. This was old Jenny’s darling, Ellie, or Eloise. A rude bedstead,
of home manufacture, in a corner of the room, covered with a coarse
woollen quilt, contained two little boys, who had crept into it to
conceal their wants from the eyes of the stranger. On the table lay a
dozen peeled potatoes, and a small pot was boiling on the fire, to
receive this their scanty and only daily meal. There was such an air of
patient and enduring suffering in the whole group, that, as I gazed
heart-stricken upon it, my fortitude quite gave way, and I burst into
tears.
Mrs. H- first broke the
painful silence, and, gather proudly, asked me to whom she had the
pleasure of speaking. I made a desperate effort to regain my composure,
and told her, but with much embarrassment, my name; adding that I was so
well acquainted with her and her children, through Jenny, that I could
not consider her as a stranger; that I hoped that, as I was the wife of
an officer, and, like her, a resident in the bush, and well acquainted
with all its trials and privations, she would look upon me as a friend.
She seemed surprised
and annoyed, and I found no small difficulty in introducing the object
of my visit; but the day was rapidly declining, and I knew that not a
moment was to be lost. At first she coldly rejected all offers of
service, and said that she was contented, and wanted for nothing.
I appealed to the
situation in which I beheld herself and her children, and implored her,
for their sakes, not to refuse help from friends who felt for her
distress. Her maternal feelings triumphed over her assumed indifference,
and when she saw me weeping, for I could no longer restrain my tears,
her pride yielded, and for some minutes not a word was spoken. I heard
the large tears, as they slowly fell from her daughter’s eyes, drop one
by one upon her garments.
At last the poor girl
sobbed out, “Dear mamma, why conceal the truth? You know that we are
nearly naked and starving.”
Then came the sad tale
of domestic woes: the absence of the husband and eldest son; the
uncertainty as to where they were, or in what engaged; the utter want of
means to procure the common necessaries of life; the sale of the only
remaining cow that used to provide the children with food. It had been
sold for twelve dollars, part to be paid in cash, part in potatoes; the
potatoes were nearly exhausted, and they were allowanced to so many a
day. But the six dollars she had retained as their last resource.
Alas! she had sent the
eldest boy the day before to P- to get a letter out of the post-office,
which she hoped contained some tidings of her husband and son. She was
all anxiety and expectation—but the child returned late at night without
the letter which they had longed for with such feverish impatience. The
six dollars upon which they had depended for a supply of food were in
notes of the Farmer’s Bank, which at that time would not pass for money,
and which the roguish purchaser of the cow had passed off upon this
distressed family.
Oh! imagine, ye who
revel in riches—who can daily throw away a large sum upon the merest
toy—the cruel disappointment, the bitter agony of this poor mother’s
heart, when she received this calamitous news, in the midst of her
starving children. For the last nine weeks they had lived upon a scanty
supply of potatoes;—they had not tasted raised bread or animal food for
eighteen months.
“Ellie,” said I,
anxious to introduce the sack, which had lain like a nightmare upon my
mind, “I have some-thing for you; Jenny baked some loaves last night,
and sent them to you with her best love.”
The eyes of all the
children grow bright. “You will find the sack with the bread in the
passage,” said I to one of the boys. He rushed joyfully out, and
returned with Mrs. - and the sack. Her bland and affectionate greeting
restored us all to tranquility.
The delighted boy
opened the sack. The first thing he produced was the ham.
“Oh,” said I, “that is
a ham that my sister sent to Mrs. N-; ’tis of her own curing, and she
thought that it might be acceptable.”
Then came the white
fish, nicely packed in a clean cloth. “Mrs. C---thought fish might be a
treat to Mrs. N-, as she lived so far from the great lakes.” Then came
Jenny’s bread, which had already been introduced. The beef, and tea, and
sugar, fell upon the floor without any comment. The first scruples had
been overcome, and the day was ours.
“And now, ladies,” said
Mrs. N-, with true hospitality, “since you have brought refreshments
with you, permit me to cook something for your dinner."
The scene I had just
witnessed had produced such a choking sensation that all my hunger had
vanished.
Before we could accept
or refuse Mrs. N-s kind offer, Mr. T-arrived, to hurry us off.
It was two o’clock when
we descended the hill in front of the house, that led by a side-path
round to the road, and commenced our homeward route. I thought the four
miles of clearings would never be passed; and the English Line appeared
to have no end. At length we entered once more the dark forest.
The setting sun gleamed
along the ground; the necessity of exerting our utmost speed, and
getting through the great swamp before darkness surrounded us, was
apparent to all. The men strove vigorously forward, for they had been
refreshed with a substantial dinner of potatoes and pork, washed down
with a glass of whiskey, at the cottage in which they had waited for us;
but poor Emilia and I, faint, hungry, and foot-sore, it was with the
greatest difficulty we could keep up. I thought of Rosalind, as our
march up and down the fallen logs recommenced, and often exclaimed with
her, “Oh, Jupiter! how weary are my legs! ”
Night closed in just as
we reached the beaver-meadow. Here our ears were greeted with the sound
of well-known voices. James and Henry C- had brought the ox-sleigh to
meet us at the edge of the bush. Never was splendid equipage greeted
with such delight. Emilia and I, now fairly exhausted with fatigue,
scrambled into it, and lying down on the straw which covered the bottom
of the rude vehicle, we drew the buffalo robes over our faces, and
actually slept soundly until we reached Colonel C-’s hospitable door.
An excellent supper of
hot fish and fried venison was smoking on the table, with other good
cheer, to which we did ample justice. I, for one, never was so hungry in
my life. We had fasted for twelve hours, and that on an intensely cold
day, and had walked during that period upwards of twenty miles. Never,
never shall I forget that weary walk to Dummer; but a blessing followed
it It was midnight when Emilia and I reached my humble home; our good
friends the oxen being again put in requisition to carry us there.
Emilia went immediately to bed, from which she was unable to rise for
several days. In the meanwhile I wrote to Moodie an account of the scene
I had witnessed, and he raised a subscription among the officers of the
regiment for the poor lady and her children, which amounted to forty
dollars. Emilia lost no time in making a full report to her friends at
P-; and before a week passed away, Mrs. N-and her family were removed
thither by several benevolent individuals in the place. A neat cart was
hired for her; and, to the honour of Canada be it spoken, all who could
afford a donation gave cheerfully. Farmers left at her door, pork, beef,
flour, and potatoes; the storekeepers sent groceries, and goods to make
clothes for the children; the shoemakers contributed boots for the boys;
while the ladies did all in their power to assist and comfort the gentle
creature thus thrown by Providence upon their bounty.
“While Mrs. N-remained
at P-she did not want for any comfort. Her children were clothed and her
rent paid by her benevolent friends, and her house supplied with food
and many comforts from the same source. Respected and beloved by all who
knew her, it would have been well had she never left the quiet asylum
where for several years she enjoyed tranquillity and a respectable
competence from her school; but in an evil hour she followed her
worthless husband to the Southern States, and again suffered all the
woes which drunkenness inflicts upon the wives and children of its
degraded victims. |