Adieu!—adieu!—when
quivering lips refuse
The bitter pangs of parting to declare;
And the full bosom feels that it must lose
Friends who were wont its inmost thoughts to share;
When hands are tightly clasp’d, ’mid struggling sighs
And streaming tears, those whisper’d accents rise,
Leaving to God the objects of our care
In that short, simple, comprehensive prayer—
Adieu !
NEVER did eager British
children look for the first violets and primroses of spring with more
impatience than my baby boys and girls watched, day after day, for the
first snow-flakes that were to form the road to convey them to their
absent father.
“Winter never means to
come this year. It will never snow again?” exclaimed my eldest boy,
turning from the window on Christmas-day, with the most rueful aspect
that ever greeted the broad, gay beams of the glorious sun. It was like
a spring day. The little lake in front of the window glittered like a
mirror of silver, set in its dark frame of pine woods.
I, too, was wearying
for the snow, and was tempted to think that it did not come as early as
usual, in order to disappoint us. But I kept this to myself, and
comforted the expecting child with the oft-repeated assertion that it
would certainly snow upon the morrow.
But the morrow came and
passed away, and many other morrows, and the same mild, open weather
prevailed. The last night of the old year was ushered in with furious
storms of wind and snow; the rafters of our log cabin shook beneath the
violence of the gale, which swept up from the lake like a lion roaring
for his prey, driving the snow-flakes through every open crevice, of
which there were not a few, and powdering the floor until it rivalled in
whiteness the ground without.
“Oh, what a dreadful
night!” we cried, as we huddled, shivering, around the old broken stove.
“A person abroad in the woods to-night would be frozen. Flesh and blood
could not long stand this cutting wind.”
“It reminds me of a
laughable extempore ditty,” said I to my young friend, A. C-, who was
staying with me, “composed by my husband, during the first very cold
night we spent in Canada;”
Oh, the cold of Canada
nobody knows,
The fire bums our toes without warming our toes;
Oh, dear, what shall we do?
Our blankets are thin, and our noses are blue—
Our noses are blue, and our blankets are thin,
It’s at zero without, and we’re freezing within!
(Chorus).—Oh, dear,
what shall we do?
*But, joking apart, my
dear A-, we ought to be very thankful that we are not travelling this
night to B-.”
“But to-morrow" said my
eldest boy, lifting up his curly head from my lap. “It will be fine
to-morrow, and we shall see dear papa again.”
In this hope ho lay
down on his little bed upon the floor, and was soon fast asleep; perhaps
dreaming of that eagerly-anticipated journey, and of meeting his beloved
father.
Sleep was a stranger to
my eyes. The tempest raged so furiously without that I was fearful the
roof would be earned off the house, or that the chimney would take lire.
The night was far advanced when old Jenny and myself retired to bed.
My boy’s words were
prophetic; that was the last night I ever spent in the bush—in the dear
forest home which I had loved in spite of all the hardships which we had
endured since we pitched our tent in the backwoods. It was the
birthplace of my three boys, the school of high resolve and energetic
action in which we had learned to meet calmly, and successfully to
battle with the ills of life. Nor did I leave it without many regretful
tears, to mingle once more with a world to whose usages, during my long
solitude, I had become almost a stranger, and to whose praise or blame I
felt alike indifferent.
When the day dawned,
the whole forest scenery lay glittering in a mantle of dazzling white;
the sun shone brightly, the heavens were intensely blue, but the cold
was so severe that every article of food had to be thawed before we
could get our breakfast. The very blankets that covered us during the
night were stiff with our frozen breath. “I hope the sleighs won’t come
to-day,” I cried “we should be frozen on the long journey.”
About noon two sleighs
turned into our clearing. Old Jenny ran screaming into the room, “The
masther has sent for us at last! The sleighs are come! Fine large
sleighs, and illigant teamy of horses! Och, and it’s a cowld day for the
wee things to lave the bush.”
The snow had been a
week in advance of us at B-, and my husband had sent up the teams to
remove us. The children jumped about, and laughed aloud for joy. Old
Jenny did not know whether to laugh or cry, but she set about helping me
to pack up trunks and bedding as fast as our cold hands would permit.
In the midst of the
confusion, my brother arrived, like a good genius, to our assistance,
declaring his determination to take us down to B-himself in his large
lumber-sleigh. This was indeed joyful news. In less than three hours he
despatched the hired sleighs with their loads, and we all stood together
in the empty house, striving to warm our hands over the embers of the
expiring fire.
How cold and desolate
every object appeared! The small windows, half blocked up with snow,
scarcely allowed a glimpse of the declining sun to cheer us with his
serene aspect. In spite of the cold, several kind friends had waded
through the deep snow to say, “God bless you!—Good-bye while a group of
silent Indians stood together, gazing upon our proceedings with an
earnestness which showed that they were not uninterested in the scene.
As we passed out to the sleigh, they pressed forward, and silently held
out their hands, while the squaws kissed me and the little ones with
tearful eyes. They had been true friends to us in our dire necessity,
and I returned their mute farewell from my very heart.
Mr. S-sprang into the
sleigh. One of our party was missing. "Jenny!” shouted my brother, at
the top of his voice, "it is too cold to keep your mistress and the
little children waiting."
“Och, shure thin, it is
I that am cornin’!” returned the old body, as she issued from the house.
Shouts of laughter
greeted her appearance. The figure she cut upon that memorable day I
shall never forget. My brother dropped the reins upon the horses’ neck,
and fairly roared. Jenny was about to commence her journey to the front
in three hats. Was it to protect her from the cold? Oh, no; Jenny was
not afraid of the cold! She could have eaten her breakfast on the north
side of an iceberg, and always dispensed with shoes, during the most
severe of our Canadian winters. It was to protect these precious
articles from injury.
Our good neighbour,
Mrs. W-, had presented her with an old sky-blue drawn-silk bonnet, as a
parting benediction. This, by way of distinction, for she never had
possessed such an article of luxury as a silk bonnet in her life, Jenny
had placed over the coarse calico cap, with its full furbelow of the
same yellow, ill-washed, homely material, next to her head; over this,
as second in degree, a sun-burnt straw hat, with faded pink ribbons,
just showed its broken rim and tawdry trimmings; and, to crown all, .and
serve as a guard to the rest, a really serviceable grey-beaver bonnet,
once mine, towered up as high as tho celebrated crow i in which brother
Peter figures in Swift’s “Tale of a Tub.”
“Mercy, Jenny! Why, old
woman, you don’t mean to go with us that figure"’,
"Och, my dear heart!
I’ve no band-box to kape the cowld from desthroying my illigant
bonnets,” returned Jenny, laying her hand upon the side of the sleigh.
“Go back, Jenny; go
back,” cried my brother. “For God’s sake take all that tom-foolery from
off your head. We shall be the laughing-stock of every village we pass
through.”
“Och, shure now, Mr.
S-, whe’d think of looking at an owld crathur like me! It’s only yersel’
that would notice the like.”
“All the world,
everybody would look at you, Jenny. I believe that you put on those hats
to draw the attention of all the young fellows that we shall happen to
meet on the road. Ha, Jenny!”
With an air of offended
dignity, the old woman returned to the house to re-arrange her toilet,
and provide for the safety of her “illigant bonnets,” one of which she
suspended to the strings of her cloak, while she carried the third
dangling in her hand; and no persuasion of mine would induce her to put
them out of sight.
Many painful and
conflicting emotions agitated my mind, but found no utterance in words,
as we entered the forest path, and I looked my last upon that humble
homo consecrated by the memory of a thousand sorrows. Every object had
become endeared to me during my long exile from civilized life. I loved
the lonely lake, with its magnificent belt ,of dark pines sighing in the
breeze; the cedar-swamp, the summer home of my dark Indian friends ; my
own dear little garden, with its rugged snake-fence which I had helped
Jenny to place with my own hands, and which I had assisted the faithful
woman in cultivating for the last three years, where I had so often
braved the tormenting musquitoes, black-flies, and intense heat, to
provide vegetables for the use of the family. Even the cows, that had
given a breakfast for the last time to my children, were now regarded
with mournful affection. A poor labourer stood in the doorway of the
deserted house, holding my noble water-dog, Rover, in a string. The poor
fellow gave a joyous bark as my eyes fell upon him.
“James J-, take care of
my dog.”
“Never fear, ma’am, he
shall bide with me as long as he lives.”
“He and the Indians at
least feel grieved for our departure,” I thought. Love is so scarce in
this world that we ought to prize it, however lowly the source from
whence it flows.
We accomplished only
twelve miles of our journey that night. The road lay through the bush,
and along the banks of the grand, rushing, foaming O ton a bee river,
the wildest and most beautiful of forest streams. We slept at the house
of kind friends, and early in the morning resumed our long journey, but
minus one of our party. Our old favourite cat, Peppermint, had made her
escape from the basket in which she had been confined, and had scampered
off, to the groat grief of the children.
As we passed Mrs. H-’a
house, we called for dear Addio. Mr. H-brought her in his arms to the
gate, well wrapped up in a large fur cape and a warm woollen shawl.
“You are robbing me of
my dear little girl," he said.
“Mrs. H-is absent; she
told me not to part with her if you should call; but I could not detain
her without your consent. Now that you have seen her, allow me to keep
her for a few months longer?"
“Addio was in the
sleigh. I put my arm about her. I felt I had my child again, and I
secretly rejoiced in the possession of my own. I sincerely thanked him
for his kindness, and Mr. S-drove on.
At Mr. R-’s, we found a
parcel from dear Emilia, containing a plum-cake and other good things
for the children. Her kindness never flagged.
We crossed the bridge
over the Otonabce, in the rising town of Peterborough, at eight o’clock
in the morning. Winter had now set in fairly. The children were glad to
huddle together in the bottom of the sleigh, under the buffalo skins and
blankets; all but my eldest boy, who, just turned of five years old, was
enchanted with all he heard and saw, and continued to stand up and gaze
around him. Born in the forest, which he had never quitted before, the
sight of a town was such a novelty that ho could find no words wherewith
to express his astonishment.
“Are the houses come to
see one another?” he asked. “How did they all meet here?”
The question greatly
amused his uncle, who took some pains to explain the difference between
town and country. During the day, we got rid of old Jenny and her
bonnets, whom we found a very refractory travelling companion; as wilful,
and far more difficult to rnanage than a young child. Fortunately, we
overtook the sleighs with the furniture, and Mr. S-transferred Jenny to
the care of one of the drivers; an arrangement that proved satisfactory
to all parties.
We had been most
fortunate in obtaining comfortable lodgings for the night. The evening
had closed in so intensely cold that although we were only two miles
from C-, Addio was so much affected by it that the child lay sick and
pale in my arms, and, when spoken to, seemed scarcely conscious of our
presence.
My brother jumped from
the front seat, and came round to look at her, “That child is ill with
the cold; we must stop somewhere to warm her, or she will hardly hold
out till we get to the inn at C-.”
We were just entering
the little village of A-, in the vicinity of the court-house, and we
stopped at a pretty green cottage, and asked permission to warm the
children. A stout, middle-aged woman came to the sleigh, and in the
kindest manner requested us to alight.
“I think I know that
voice,” I said. “Surely it cannot be Mrs. S-, who once kept the hotel at
“Mrs. Moodio, you aro welcome,” said the excellent woman, bestowing upon
mo a most friendly embrace; “you and your children. I am heartily glad
to see you again after so many years. God bless you all! ”
Nothing could exceed
the kindness and hospitality of this generous woman; she would not hear
of our leaving her that night, and, directing my brother to put up his
horses in her stable, she made up an excellent fire in a largo bed-room,
and helped me to undress the little ones who were already asleep, and to
warm and feed the rest before putting them to bed.
This meeting gave me
real pleasure. In their station of life, I seldom have found a more
worthy couple than this American and his wife; and, having witnessed so
many of their acts of kindness, both to ourselves and others, I
entertained for them a sincere respect and affection, and truly rejoiced
that Providence had once more led me to the shelter of their roof.
Mr. S-was absent, but I
found little Mary—the sweet child who used to listen with such delight
to Moodie’s flute—grown up into a beautiful girl; and the baby that was,
a fine child of eight years old. The next morning was so intensely cold
that my brother would not resume the journey until past ten o’clock, and
even then it was a hazardous experiment.
We had not proceeded
four miles before the horses were covered with icicles. Our hair was
frozen as white as okl Timo’s solitary forelock, our eyelids stiff, and
every limb aching with cold.
“This will never do,”
said my brother, turning to mo, “tho children will freeze. I never felt
the cold more severe than this ”
“Whero can we stop?
said I; “we are miles from C-, and I see no prospect of the weather
becoming milder.”
“Yes, yes; I know, by
the very intensity of the cold, that a change is at hand. We seldom have
more than three very severe days running, and this is the third. At all
events, it is much warmer at night in this country than during the day;
the wind drops, and the frost is more bearable. I know a worthy farmer
who lives about a mile a-head; he will give us house-room for a few
hours; and we will resume our journey in the evening. The moon is at
full; and it will be easier to wrap the children up, and keep them warm
when they are asleep. Shall we stop at Old Woodruff’s?”
“With all my heart.” My
teeth were chattering with the cold, and the children were crying over
their aching fingers at the bottom of the sleigh.
A few minutes’ ride
brought us to a largo farm-house, surrounded by commodious sheds and
barns. A fine orchard opposite, and a yard well stocked with fat cattle
and sheep, sleek geese, and plethoric-looking swine, gave promise of a
land of abundance and comfort. My brother ran into the house to see if
the owner was at home, and presently returned, accompanied by the
staunch Canadian yeoman and his daughter, who gave us a truly hearty
welcome, and assisted in removing the children from the sleigh to the
cheerful fire, that made all bright and cozy within.
Our host was a shrewd,
humorous-looking Yorkshire-man. His red, weather-beaten face, and tall,
athletic figure, bent as it was with hard labour, gave indications of
great personal strength; and a certain knowing twinkle in his small,
clear grey eyes, which had been acquired by long dealing with the world,
with a quiet, sarcastic smile that lurked round the corners of his large
mouth, gave you the idea of a man who could not easily be deceived by
his fellows; one who, though no rogue himself, was quick in detecting
the roguery of others. His manners were frank and easy, and he was such
a hospitable entertainer that you felt at homo with him in a minute.
“Well, how are you, Mr.
S-?” cried the farmer, shaking my brother heartily by tho hand. “Toiling
in the bush still, oh?”
“Just in the same
place.”
“And tho wife and
children?”
“Hearty. Some
half-dozen have been added to the flock since you were our way.”
“So much the better—so
much the better. The more the merrier, Mr. S-; children are riches in
this country.”
“I know not how that
may be; I find it hard to clothe and feed mine.”
“Wait till they grow
up; they will be brave helps to you then. The price of labour—the price
of labour, Mr. S-, is the destruction of the farmer.”
“It does not seem to
trouble you much, Woodruff,” said my brother, glancing round the
well-furnished apartment.
“My son and S-do it
all,” cried the old man. “Of course the girls help in busy times, and
take care of the dairy, and we hire occasionally; but small as the sum
is which is expended in wages during seed-time and harvest, I feel it, I
can tell you.”
“You are married again,
Woodruff?”
“No, sir,” said the
farmer, with a peculiar smile; “not yet which seemed to imply the
probability of such an event. "That tall gal is my eldest daughter; she
manages the house, and an excellent housekeeper she is. But I cannot
keep her for over.” With a knowing wink, “Gals will think of getting
married, and seldom consult the wishes of their parents upon the subject
when once they have taken the notion into their heads. But ’tis natural,
Mr. S-, it is natural; we did just the same when we were young.”
My brother looked
laughingly towards the fine, handsome young woman, as sho placed upon
the table hot water, whiskey, and a huge plate of plum-cake, which did
not lack a companion, stored with the finest apples which the orchard
could produce.
The young girl looked
down, and blushed.
“Oh, I see how it is,
Woodruff! You will soon lose your daughter. I wonder that you have kept
her so long.
But who are those young
ladies? he continued, as three girls very demurely entered the room.
“The two youngest are
my dartors, by my last wife, who, I fear, mean soon to follow the bad
example of their sister. The other lady" said the old man, with a
reverential air, “is a 'particular friend of my eldest darter’s.”
My brother laughed
slily, and the old man’s cheek took a deeper glow as he stooped forward
to mix the punch.
“You said that those
two young ladies, Woodruff, wore by your last wife. Pray how many wives
have you had?“ "Only three. It is impossible, they say in my country, to
have too much of a good thing.”
“So I suppose you
think,” said my brother, glancing first at the old man and then towards
Miss Smith. “Three wives! You have boon a fortunate man, Woodruff, to
survive them all”
“Ay, have I not, Mr.
S-? but to toll you the truth, 1 have been both lucky and unlucky in the
wife way,” and then ho told us the history of his several ventures in
matrimony, with which I shall not trouble my readers.
When he had concluded,
the weathor was somewhat milder, the sleigh was ordered to the door, and
we proceeded on our journey, resting for the night at a small village
about twenty miles from B-, rejoicing that the long distance, which
separated us from the husband and father, was diminished to a few miles,
and that, with the blessing of Providence, we should meet on the morrow.
About noon we roach the distant town, and were not at the inn by him
whom one and all so ardently longed to see. Ho conducted us to a pretty,
neat cottage, which ho had prepared for our reception, and where we
found old Jenny already arrived. With great pride the old woman
conducted mo over the premises, and showed me the furniture “the masther”
had bought; especially recommending to my notice a china tea-service,
which she considered the most wonderful acquisition of the whole.
“Oche ! who would havo
thought, a year ago, misthress dear, that we should be living in a
mansion like this, and sting off real chancy It is but yestherday
that we were hoeing praties in the field.”
“Yes, Jonny, God has
been very good to us, and I hope that we shall never learn to regard
with indifference the many benefits which we have received at His
hands.” Reader! it is not my intention to trouble you with the sequel of
our history. I have given you a faithful picture of a life in the
backwoods of Canada, and I leavo you to draw from it your own
conclusions. To the poor, industrious working man it presents many
advantages; to the poor gentleman, none! The former puts up with coarse,
scanty fare, and submits, with a good grace, to hardships that would
kill a domesticated animal at home. Thus ho becomes independent,
inasmuch as the land that ho has cleared finds him in the common
necessaries of life; but it seldom, if over, in remote situations,
accomplishes more than this. The gentleman can neither work so hard,
live so coarsely, nor endure so many privations as his poorer but more
fortunate neighbour. Unaccustomed to manual labour, his services in the
field are not of a nature to secure for. him a profitable return. The
task is new to him, he knows not how to perform it well; and, conscious
of his deficiency, he expends his little means in hiring labour, which
his bush-farm can never repay. Difficulties increase, debts grow upon
him, he struggles in vain to extricate himself, and finally sees his
family sink into hopeless ruin.
If these sketches
should prove the means of deterring one family from sinking their
property, and shipwrecking all their hopes, by going to reside in the
backwoods of Canada, I shall consider myself amply repaid for revealing
the secrets of the prison-house, and feel that I have not toiled and
suffered in the wilderness in vain.
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