To whom should we apply
such an appellation as the one above? To the instrument of our awakening
or conversion, or early establishment in the ways of piety? or all these
together? Doubtless, he who stands in all the above relations best
deserves such a designation. He who has been the instrument of both
conviction and conversion, deserves next; while he who only cherished us
after our spiritual birth, may be the least entitled to the name; But of
the three separately, he who was the one that effectually pointed us to
the Lamb of God, in the hour of uncertainty and distress, best deserves
the title. Such was the relation to me of the one of whom I am about to
write: a person for whom I have always felt a peculiar sort of
attachment, which I never felt for another.
The writer had been
awakened by reading a religious tract —had resolved On securing
salvation—had left off outward sin and forsaken evil company—had
commenced using all the means of grace—had joined the church on
probation—and had been seeking God with all his heart, “ with strong
cries and tears,” but amid many discouragements, doubts and
perplexities, for about two months—but, up to the time we are about to
mention, had sought in vain. Such was his state of mind, when, on one
lovely Sabbath morning, he started for the “ Old Framed Meeting-house,”
and took his accustomed seat on one of the forms, pew,s there were none,
which ran sideways of the pulpit, on which “ the members of Society ”
usually sat—the men on the right hand, the women on the left. By the
way, if a member began to sit off those seats, and further down towards
the door, he was immediately suspected of a tendency to backslide. He
had not long occupied his seat, when, instead of the usual circuit
Preacher for the day, Mr. Slater, a stranger entered the house, and went
up into the pulpit. He was very peculiar in his appearance. It is true,
lie wore the usual summer garb of a Methodist Preacher of that day—a
black worsted frock coat, and a broad-leafed grey hat—well worn. He was
medium sized, rather stout, but stooped, with a sort of groping manner
of walking, occasioned by shortness of sight. His appearance gave him an
air of meekness, not without some seeming awkwardness. He was not
handsome, haying coarse, lightish hair, not very delicate features, and
much freckled withal.
He conducted the service
modestly, and with great propriety. He read his hymns with emphasis and
solemnity—prayed With feeling and power—and preached a sermon which (all
glory to God!) led me to Christ! It was founded on Gal. iii. 13 :— “
Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law being made a curse for
us.” It was well arranged, expressed in excellent language, and
presented the plan of salvation with a clearness and power such as the
writer had never seen or felt before. The whole scheme was- unfolded to
his vision ; and he thought if he had had a thousand sinf&l souls, he
oould have cast them all on Jesus. He drank in the balmy sound of mercy,
and ere he was aware of it, faith had sprung up in his poor, anxious
heart, and he “ rejoiced with joy unspeakable and full of glory.” Oh,
how happy was that hour! In the evening, the stranger preached from the
well-known passage, “ Except ye be converted, and become as little
children, &e: :’y in expounding which he described A converted person.
The description so exactly tallied with his feelings, that he said, with
indescribable satisfaction to himself, “ Now I know I am convertedJ1 He
had often sorrowfully sung before that happy moment,
“’Tis a point I long to
know,
Oft it causes anxious thought,
Do I love the Lord or no,
Am I His, or am I not?’’
But now he knew he was
His; and from that glad hour, “went on his way rejoicing.”
The Preacher to whom we
have referred was the Rev. Rowley Heyland, still alive, but laid by from
the active work by age and infirmity. He was then about twenty-eight
years of age. Aside from our affection, for him, because of the gooci he
was the means of doing us, we ever had a high opinion of his abilities
and excellencies. Nor do we now think it was any higher than his merits
deserved. In the palmy days of his earlier ministry, there were few if
any, more effective preachers in the Province than he was. Blessed with
a clear, strong, musical voice, a sympathetic spirit and fervent
piety—with a ready command of good language—and clear views, with a
cogent manner of presenting them, he was, if “ eloquence is the power of
persuasion,” truly eloquent. This he was, at times especially, when he
seemed to possess the divine afflatus, and spake with an unction and
power truly remarkable. On some of those occasions, there were bursts of
fiery eloquence, attended with “ shocks of power,” as they used to be
called, that created marked sensation.
We have often been
astonished that he did not occupy more prominent places : and could only
account for it on the principle of his modesty and diffidence ; his
short-sightedness from the first, and the total loss of one eye, after
some years—and his unfortunate committal, at an early period, to some
alleged secular entanglements, joined to a little carelessness of his
personal appearance—all of which conspired to hold him back from
positions, which otherwise he would have occupied with distinction. Hey
land never became the man he might have been, in view of his vigorous
mind, fair education, and mighty powers of influencing public
assemblies. Had he possessed a little more of what is usually called
ambition—desire to excel—it would have been better for him and the
Church. It would have led him to aspire after higher excellence. As it
was, however, that old, farmer-looking man, who now sits in some
out-of-the-way place when he conies to Conference, was a host in his
day. We remember some of his mighty camp-meeting sermons and
exhortations of years long past; and we have in our recollection some
later efforts, at missionary meetings, which we could pronounce no other
than masterly, in which he “ took the shine” off younger and more
aspiring men with the utmost ease.
Retired now from public
gaze, we pray that he may be an object of special favour from God, and
that the divine u consolations ” may be neither few nor small. We hope
he may finally win the well-fought day, and that he may have occasion to
rejoice over our unworthy self, among many others, as a “ star in his
crown of rejoicing, in the day of the Lord Jesus.” |