Education is nothing
less nor more than the development of powers possessed to some extent by
every human being, but existing in different proportions in different
persons. Powers which, however, must remain forever latent if they are
not drawn out. This work is commenced by others and carried on to some
extent by the force of circumstances; but no person can be truly and
eminently educated, who does not set himself about it with a fixed and
untiring determination. The advantages of a regular school and
collegiate education are incalculable ; as such a course furnishes the
tools by which a man may build up the superstructure of a
cultivated-intellect. There is a sense in which a man who is educated at
all, in the true sense of the word, must be self-educated. Minds of
different casts and calibre require a development each one peculiar to
itself. And many a scholar has not discovered the true direction in
which his mind ought to grow till he has left college. But then that
collegian from his acquantance with the meaning of words, of language in
general, of scientific terms, of mathematical principles, of logical
forms, and of the leading facts of history, besides having a large
development of mind already, has the implements for that particular
cultivation which his own individual mind ought to receive.
Religion, besides
giving always a mighty impulse to that mind which has been brought under
its power, is the only safe guide to the healthy, and useful development
of our powers. Every true minister must be supposed to be under its
impulses and guidance. The minister’s mind, if possible, should be truly
and thoroughly cultivated. It becomes his duty, whatever his early
advantages, to cultivate his mental powers to the utmost. The early
Methodist preachers in this Province entered the work with small
educational advantages. Their condition resembled that of the mechanic,
who has to teach himself his trade, to manufacture his tools, and to
perform the contemplated construction at the same time.
True, there was one
thing they did know, before they undertook to teach others. They knew
themselves to be ruined sinners—they knew the true source of consolation
and help—they clearly understood the plan of salvation through our Lord
Jesus Christ—they had a clear experience of the Spirit’s work on the
heart, and were qualified to comfort, as well as direct, others with the
consolation wherewith they themselves were comforted of God. Nor was
this all: they were usually persons of good natural parts—of quick
perception and ready utterance—whose gifts had been drawn out and
exercised in exhortation and preaching in their own localities before
they went into the ministerial work. This was the reason why they had
been urged to enter the field, and recommended by their several
Quarterly Meetings. Yea more, if inquiry were made, it would be found
that their literary attainments were considerably in advance of the mass
of their hearers. Some of them had been School teachers. This gave them
a vantage ground which caused them to be respected. Still, with all
these admissions in their favor, they felt their great insufficiency for
a work which might employ the most extensive stores of knowledge and the
most highly cultivated powers of mind.
This was felt by the
person whose experiences we chronicle. He had learned to read when a
child of six years of age, by conning over an old copy of the New
Testament with its appended metrical version of the Psalms. The first
verse he ever learned to read was this: “ Behold the mountain of the
Lord, in latter days shall rise.”The second was—“ Now as it began to
dawn towards the first day of the week, came Mary Magdelene and the
other Mary to see the sepulchre.” His schooling consisted of about two
years altogether before the age of seventeen, but distributed into
periods of owe, three, and six months at a time, with nine and twelve
months vacation between. The intervals between the times of attending
school were filled up with hard work. So that he lost during vacation
what he had learned in term time. No wonder that this alternating system
left him at the age above indicated (seventeen years and a half) with
the bare ability to read ; to scrawl his name with hideous chirography;
and with much ado, to count the simplest sum in simple addition. But,
thank God! he could read. This art he had possessed from childhood; and
the exercise of it was always pleasurable to him, and furnished him
boundless stores of enjoyment. How often were the intervals of his toil,
which his companions spent in idleness and en-mi, beguiled with books.
True, they were not of the most select or proper kind. They were such as
fell in his way. The perusal of them gratified his curiosity, and
preserved his appetite for reading. Nor does he now regret the reading
of one of them. He has learned^to extract the precious metal from the
dross.
Then came conversion at
the age of fifteen. This event gave a new impulse to his intellectual as
well as moral powers, the latter of which had either remained dormant,
or were distorted and diseased. A taste for a^new kind of books was now
created, and a conscientious principle established as to the character
of the books he should read. He now learned to eschew bad and
questionable books, along with injurious companions. A belief that the
reading of novels was injurious was the immediate result: and although
it cost him a conflict to part with this fascinating sort of reading, to
which he had been previously addicted, he triumphed in the struggle, and
never read another. His mind, throwing itself into this attitude of
defence, went to an extreme in this direction. He was afraid of every
kind of reading, however instructive and useful, that was not directly
religious. This shut him up for some years to the Blessed Bible? to
religious biographies, and to works on practical religion. Contiguity to
a kind-hearted Presbyterian minister, gave him free access to the
parson’s old cast off books, which he kept in a passage-way outside his
study door. These were all Calvinis-tic. During that period he read “
Boston’s four fold state”—• the Works of Brooks—of Doddridge, in part,
&c., &c. Along with these, he read the Life and Sermons of Wesley—the
Lives of nearly all the Lay Preachers—and several Doctrinal Tracts, from
the pens of Wesley, Fletcher, Oliver* and Bangs, which neutralizd the
Calvinism that his mind might have received from Boston and others. He
has never regretted reading any of the Puritan writers, he found a
wealth of theological matter, and expression that amply repaid perusal.
And the study of these controversies were not unimportant as a means of
mental discipline, and occupied the time which more favored ones spend
at Latin and Mathematics, and, to some extent, supplied their place.
When midway between
seventeen and eighteen years of age, providential circumstances released
him from his trade. The time he spent at that, as it comprehended a
knowledge of some chemical agents, he does not regard as absolutely
lost. Besides, during that period he learned much of the principle and
habits of a class of inen, which contributed to advance his acquaintance
with human nature, a branch of knowledge most important to efficiency in
preaching, by furnishing the key, very often, to the conscience and the
affections of the hearers; and of skill in pastoral government, by
knowing the prejudices of the people in common life, who are always the
majority. His ministerial success in after years was principally among
persons of this kind. The best part of a year was now spent at school,
save What was substracted by a severe fit of sickness—bilious fever, by
which his memory received a shock which it never wholly recovered. This
affliction, however, was a season of healthful moral discipline, which
tended to prepare him more fully for his coming work.
In two months time at
school, for which he paid two dollars, he qualified himself to teach the
juniors, by doing which he defrayed the expense of his own subsequent
tuition. During that year, he went twice through the English
Grammar—twice through the Arithmetic—learned Book-Keeping in its
simplest form—learned something of Geography—and acquired the elements
of Latin and Greek. The want of resources, at the end of the space
indicated, drew him to adopt the alternative of teaching a country
school. Yes, gentle reader, he knows what it is to teach a country
school, of the original type, and to study human nature in its domestic
phases in rural life, in its newest form, by “ boarding around”—that is
to say, eating and sleeping one week for each pupil in every house or
shanty among Irish, Scotch, Dutch and Yankees, whether tidy or slaternly.
If this was not a probation and preparation for ministerial life in its
itinerant form, we should like to know what would be. There he developed
his talent for lecturing by talking to his pupils, among whom he was as
famous as “Groldsmith’s Village Schoolmaster.” In those days a pious
teacher was free to pray with his scholars in good earnest. Our hero
nerved himself for after pastoral [engagements, by praying in all the
families where he sojourned. The weekly class, with its preceding public
meeting for exhortation and prayer, answered our self-taught in the
place of the weekly declamations to which our present expectants of the
ministry resort. Only that he had to be his own criticiser, which task
he performed with severity or lenity as his mind chanced to be depressed
or elated with his performances. But it was a rule with him in those
days to try and improve on the last effort at every succeeding one. The
only mental advantages of those three months was acquired by teaching
what he had learned to others [he thinks it very valuable to alternate
teaching with school-going] and the perusal of Moshiem’s Ecclesiastical
History, which he carefully read, and on which he made notes. The
principal idea that impressed him from that reading, was, of the gradual
rise of ecclesiastical power and superstitious observances. . .
A prospect of still
further improvement now opened before him: the offer of a more paying
school in a much more agreeable neighborhood with the privilege of
boarding in the house-of a well-educated, studious man, who felt a great
interest in all young men anxious for improvement, who promised to giva
him all the assistance in his power. This person was a plain,
unpretending farmer, but one who had enjoyed the benefit of a New
England education, and whose only recreations were intellectual
pursuits—a man who beguiled the long evenings of a Canadian winter, far
from polished society, with Mathematics, Optics, and kindred subjects.
Happily he was pious also.
The privilege of this
man’s society and instructions, this youth, perhaps erroneonsly,
surrendered in obedience to the call of the church authorities, which
first designated him to the office of Missionary School-Teacher among
the Indians of Scoogog Lake, where had he gone, his career for life
might have been very much altered. He might have wandered with Thomas
Hurlbert to the far North West; or with the lamented Hurd, the Wesleyan
student, he might have found his way to the college and his grave. This
order, however, was countermanded. Hurd went to the Mission School, and
our hero to a circuit. Now opened new sources of mental solicitude and
new efforts. As he had to preach eight times a week, his first necessity
was to provide the required number of sermons. And they had all to be
the fruit of thought; for he never had the art of talking without having
something to say. He felt ashamed when he found himself rhapsodical.
According to his day was his strength. He was now shut up to the
necessity of thinking, and thinking closely: something in which he had
long wished to discipline himself. His first sermon was studied on a
barn floor. The second and third in the woods; and so on, very much the
same with what followed There was little or no opportunity for
retirement in the houses, and no facilities for writing whatever. He
wrote no sermon— or nothing but the merest outline and the scripture
proofs —for several years. His text was usually suggested by his private
or domestic devotional reading in the morning of each day—by the wants
of the*people—or by some remark of theirs in prayer or class-meeting.
Next he read the u Brief Commentary” in his little “ diamond edition”
Bible. Then he searched out the parallel passages, consulted a
Commentary, if there was one in the house, (and the Methodists of that
time, according to their number and means, bought far more standard
religious books than do those of this day,) and then made his plan. By
this time it was necessary for him to start for his appointment, for he
had one, or two, in every day of the month but two. He meditated upon
his subjects on horse-back; and the views of truth there eliminated, not
only beguiled the journey, but were most sweet to his soul. If time
would allow before preaching, when he got to his journey’s end, he went
into the woods and thought his subject all over again while he beat a
path by pacing backwards and forwards, holding his inseparable Bible in
one hand, and brushing off the mosquitoes with the other, or otherwise,
he prayed it all over on his knees. From that communion with God and
truth he went before the people. It is astonishing how fertile of
subjects his mind became ; and truth unfolded before him. He soon found
himself able to make two or three sermons a week, such as they were, His
stock of sermons was soon so large he began to feel easy in his
circumstances in that particular. Especially so, when, after the lapse
of four months, the Conference assigned him a new field of labor. He
then began to think of widening his foundation, by something like a fair
curriculum of study. The standard qualification in order to admission
into the Conference at that day embraced Grammar, Geography, Logic,
Ecclesiastical History, and Divinity, only. We do not remember that any
text books were assigned the Candidates, only that it was supposed
Mosheim was the best guide in Church History, and that in Divinity they
should use the Bible, with the writings of Wesley, Watson, Fletcher,
Clarke, and the rest of the Methodist writers. There were no “ printed
questions,” or “ topics” to guide the solitary student. His examination
was all attended to. at once, and was conducted by a Committee nominated
by the President. Of each of these subjects the young preacher in
question had some knowledge excepting Logic. This he proposed to learn,
with the sciences in general, and to get a knowledge of the original
language in which the Scriptures were first written. But how was it to
be done ? Pie had 110 home assigned him; and but little time to spend in
it if he had possessed one. He had no teachers, and he might have said
no books. Still he resolved on getting every branch of knowledge
desirable for a minister. He did not, however, postpone any ministerial
duty, or obligation, till he should get such an amount of knowledge. He
took for his motto that maxim of our Discipline: “Gaining knowledge is a
good work, but saving souls is a better.” “Gaining knowledge” was his
daily endeavor, but when any particular opportunity for soul-saving
occurred, he laid by his books till it was attended to. He found that
they might generally both occupy some portions of each day. It was a
rule with him to commence as soon as he arose, going over from the
beginning to the last lesson, all he knew of any subject he had in hand.
He did this particularly with the Greek language. This occupied the time
he was performing his toilet. His Bible and secret devotions of course
occupied his first attention after he was dressed. He then employed
every leisure and undistracted moment he could secure while in the house
in reading and study according to plan. In order to prevent the people
from consuming it all in conversation, he had several expedients—such as
Carrying with him a number of small books, one of which he put into the
hands of each member of the family. Or if he was reading a work in which
they were likely to feel an interest, he either read to them aloud, or,
as this was very hard work, he selected an intelligible reader from
among themselves to read aloud to him and the rest, occasionally
correcting the reader’s mistakes, if he were a young person, thus making
it improving to him. Or else, the book elicited a general discussion on
the subject of which it treated that was improving to all. He generally
studied till he was tired, and thus made the ride to the next
appointment, or the work of pastoral visiting, a recreation. But as his
time for study in the house was too limited to fatigue him, he contrived
to study in walking from one house to another, or on horse-back, in
going from one appointment to another. He had always a book upon his
person, and read during every interval, when he could do so with safety
to his limbs and neck. But his usual method of improving such a time was
to have an epitome, on a card, of something he wanted to memorize, or
master, and to repeat it over as he went along. It was usual for him,
after he had performed his evening devotions, while undressing, and
afterwards while composing himself, to go over mentally the studies of
the past day, and particularly to charge his mind with the ideas which
he had acquired during that day. Another plan he took to imprint any new
idea or branch of knowledge on his mind, was that recommended by Dr.
Watts in his “Improvement of the Mind,”—a work from which he got many
valuable hints— that of relating to another, on the first fitting
occasion, any new idea he had received. Such occasions often occur to a
preacher, both in private conversation and his public discourses. It is
on this account that his occupation is an excellent school. 'Our subject
found it so for another reason—the minister is obliged to know, and must
use research. He is, therefore, educated by the force of circumstances,
just like many others placed in responsible positions, in which they
must sustain themselves, or sink. He spent, it is true, a great deal of
time in vain—unless it were to demonstrate their futility'—over two
different systems of artificial memory, which he found in books. The
first, was a system of technical or arbitrary words ; the other, a
system of fanciful resemblances, designed to perpetuate and call up the
new-gotten idea when required, by associating it with the mental, or the
sensuous symbol. He derived the most assistance froni availing himself
of the natural laws of association—which are, similarity, contrariety,
and contiguity of time and place. What these are, and how they are
applied, we need not further explain to the intelligent reader. A
certain philosophic maxim, which he early adopted was of importance to
him: that was, “Never be ashamed to acknowledge your ignorance.” By this
means he always learned, when he met persons competent to teach; and he
met with few who could not impart information on some one subject at
least. And on that one he plied them plentifully with questions. Most of
people are not only willing but proud to impart what they know.
Sometimes he learned the greatest truths, as Dr. A. Clarke, says lie
did, “by his own blunders.” They led some one to correct him; or by
accident he found out his mistake, when the mortification he felt so
impressed the subject on his mind, that he never went wrong in that
particular again. His deficiency compared with others stimulated him.
If, in conversation with a man, he found himself inferior on any
subject, he went and studied it, if it were possible, till he knew as
much about it as the other.
On starting in the work
his elementary defects were the worst of all. He knew the structure of
the English language, its Etymology and Syntax; and had some little
knowledge of the Latin and Greek, as also of Geography and History; but
his pronunciation was bad, and his spelling was still worse—the fruits
of not having had early schooling, and of keeping the company of
illiterate people. He set himself to correct these defects. He had
learned his Grammar from Lennie, who has but one short chapter on
orthography; he now procured “Murray’s Exercises,” and committed his
Rules of Orthography, while he copied those of Mavor from his spelling
book, and kept them by him when he wrote, referring to them whenever he
was in doubt. When his piece of writing was finished, he went over the
whole with a dictionary in hand. This, which was a pocket edition of
Walker, he always carried with him, and kept by him when he read, not
only to determine the mean* ing of every word which he did not
understand, but to correct his wrong jpronunciation of words he did
understand—or to relieve his mind of doubt on any one, or all, of the
above subjects* The above remarks will conduct us to the method by which
he tried to learn composition. He had never had but one composition
given him to write while at school; and we have already hinted that he
had no time or facilities for writing out in full even his sermons. He
had travelled seven years, before he fully wrote out a sermon. But he
began four years earlier to practice writing for his improvement. He
received the first hint of the importance of it from an editorial of the
then newly started “Christian Guardian,” a periodical which has done an
incalculable amount of good in improving all classes of people in this
Province. It was then in the hands of Egerton Ryerson. Our hero was at
the time indicated twenty one years of age. He bought a small pocket
blank book, and commenced a Journal, after the fashion of Wesley, making
remarks on passing occurrences, and observations on the books he read,
as well as recording the varying phases of his own Christian experience.
He did not write away at random in the book at once—there would have
been but little improvement in that. He first carefully wrote his
remarks or observations on a slate or piece of blank paper, erasing,
adding, transposing, and correcting, till he got it correct—at least in
his own estimation. At first he aimed at being simply correct. He knew
little of enlivening his style with a figure, or of using the least
ornament, for several years. So that it was merely plain and neat. Then,
as his views expanded, his tastes became more elevated, and composition
more easy, insensible to himself at the first, his style began to be
more flowing and ornate. On observing which he gave attention to
elegance and ornament as well as correctness. It has been said that the
ornamented and practical style goes before the prosaic and plain, but it
was not so with him. When he first began to compose, the great
difficulty with him was, to make his sentences stick to each other!
Hence he usually had a conjunction copulative, or disjunctive, between
every two sentences, till' the and?, and the buts, and the j or s, were
frightful! Yet he was afraid to do without them! The first hint to
direct him was from the pen of Edmondson, in his work on the “ Christian
Ministry,” in which he denounces what was our hero’s practice, and
quotes the words of the famous Bradburn, who used to say “ I hate all
your ands, and your tos, and your buts, and your fors, and all your
little feeble expletives.” That he knew how to eschew these, was
doubtless one of the sources of Bradburn’s energy and impressiveness. To
this day, however, the person of whom we write has often to go over the
first draft of what he has written, and decapitate the superfluous
conjunctions.
He deferred the
prosecution of science till he should enlarge his acquaintance with the
learned languages, from a hint he very casually got at a very early date
in his career, that the most scientific terms were derived, or
compounded, from the Greek and Latin; and that, consequently, when a
person has a good knowledge of those, he can prosecute the study of the
Sciences with greater facility. To the former of these, with Hebrew, he
paid more attention than to Latin, as he judged ft more immediately
necessary to his Bible studies. “And why,” he thought, "should not Greek
be studied before Latin f It is the older language, and to a great
extent, the purest of the other.”
Just at this point, we
may as well give the conclusions he came to on the subject of education
for the ministry, after many years of anxious inquiry for the right
way—of blundering, and of going wrong, for the sake of going right“ A
man,” thought he, “ should begin with the Bible, as the oldest and most
authentic of all histories, as containing a picture of primeval manners
and primordial civilization, and as being written in one of the
earliest, if not the very first of languages spoken by mankind. “Let him
learn,” he further thought, “that language thoroughly, with all its
cognates—Arabic, Chaldee, Syriac and Persic. Along with these, let him
study the Geography of the lands of the Bible, many hints to guide him
in which he will obtain from the Scriptures themselves. Next to this,”
he concluded, “a candidate should study the history of all the earlier
nations, with the Geography of their respective countries, at the
several epochs of their History. Beginning, if no higher, with Armenia,
or Ararat, following Japhet’s posterity till they are settled in Asia
Minor and Europe; then let him return,” said he, “ and settle Shem in
Mesopotamia and Eastward; and after that, follow the descendants of Ham
in Arabia, Canaan, Egypt, and Africa in general. The invasions of
Nimrod, a son of Cush and grandson of Ham, with the founding of the
Assyrian empire, and its history, with those of its cotemporaries, and
neighbors—Babylon, Media, and Persia, till the last mentioned swallowed
up the rest, and that in turn was swallowed up by the Macedonian, or
Grecian. The history of Egypt, to the study of which” (he went on in his
musings) “a knowledge of Coptic and Greek would be most desirable, down
to its fall—first, under Sardanapalus, and then, under Alexander. A
minute acquaintance with the four Kingdoms—the Thracian, Syrian,
Egyptian, and Babylonian—into which the Macedonian empire was divided,
down to the time of the Romans, with the knowledge of the ever varying
civil geography of those times,” he concluded, “were most important to a
thorough knowledge of the Bible. This,” he thought, “ should comprehend,
not barely a following of the stream of events, but, as far as possible,
let it be combined with the study of the manners, customs, civilization,
trade, commerce, domestic habits, social manners, &c., of the nations
and countries enumerated, at different periods of their history. Then,”
said het “should come in the history of the Greeks, Romans, Phoenecians
and Carthagenians, with a knowledge of Latin. Then, if a person’s means
and time would allow it,” he mused on, “ a journey through those
countries, beginning with Armenia, proceeding to Mesopotamia, then to
Palestine, thence to Egypt, and then back to Canaan again, by the way of
the Red Sea, Horeb, and the Wilderness, till he enters the land from the
farther side of Jordan. After which, the land should be explored from
Ka-desh Barnea on the South, to Hameth on the North. Then let the
historical geography of the country be studied under the Judges, as
united under David and Solomon—in its divided state, after the Captivity
down to the time of Christ—its New Testament Geography—and its
subsequent changes and present condition. This, with the Bible in his
hand, with all the previous attainments indicated, and a watchful eye to
all the new discoveries which are ever and anon crowning the searchers
in Bible lands, a man,” thought he, “would be prepared to commence the
study of Theology proper from the best of all textbooks, the Word of God
itself. Then all the general knowledge, if it amounted to universal
learning, he could acquire the better, if it were gained by a journey
through all lands and the study of their respective languages,
histories, and laws, in the best of all places for the attainment of the
kind of knowledge desired,—in those several countries themselves,—would
be all the better,” in his estimation. “All science,” according to his
views, “ should be studied, and in the order in which they are related
to each other. As also, the gradual development of | society,
civilization, commerce, and political economy. These attainments, with a
thorough acquaintance with the Spirit’s ! work on the heart; and a
proper observation on, and knowledge of all grades of present society,
and an acquaintance with the various forms and phases of error and
infidelity would make,” in his opinion, “a thoroughly accomplished
minister of the Gospel, for the times.’”
But some will say, “The
whole scheme is utterly Utopian and impossible!” Perhaps it is, but our
friend’s dreaming shows, at least, his views of the relation which the
various branches of knowledge bear to each other, and the desirableness
of every kind of learning to a minister.
After all we have said
of the high standard he raised, we had better reveal no more of his own
studies, or attainments, least it should be seen how very far short he
has fallen of his own ideal of ministerial perfectness. Only perhaps we
are bound to disclose, that his system of se(/r-tuition embraced his
obtaining the aid of a qualified teacher whenever it was practicable :
such as returning the second night to a certain neighborhood, in a
country circuit, to have the assistance of an Irish schoolmaster, who
had barely missed a Sizar’s place in Trinity College, Dublin; reading
once a week to a graduate of Edinburgh University in Xenophon’s
Memorabilia, on his first station in a' town ; reading Greek and Hebrew,
with a student of Trinity College, a fellow boarder, at another time;
getting the assistance of the students and Professors of our own
Methodist College, when he labored in its vicinity; and of actually
spending the most of a year of respite from circuit work within its
walls, in studying Philosophy, Greek, and Hebrew. Of his divinity
studies, also, we are bound to say, that while he studied Methodist
standards, when they could be obtained, which were not always to be had,
and all other theological works that'came in his way, his decided
opinion was, that the Bible, expounded by such a grammar of its contents
as “Horne’s Introduction,” a work to which he owed more than to any
other, was the best of all text-books in THEOLOGY. GENIUS IN POVERTY AND
OBSCURITY.
It is the opinion of
some, that if we are possessed of the moral qualifications for heaven,
our happiness and glory in that holy place will be in proportion to the
enlargement of our minds by education. And this opinion is rendered
probable by the fact, that otherwise the utility of knowledge would in
some cases seem to be doubtful. Unquestionably one reason for acquiring
knowledge is, that we may make ourselves more useful in the present
life; but when circumstances have placed a person in a position in which
he can make but very little use of it for the good of others, we must
look forward to another state, as the theatre where his cultivated
powers shall receive their appropriate employment and gratification.
The above thoughts are
suggested by the recollection of a remarkable individual whom I met with
in one of my circuits. He was a local-preacher, and lived in a part of
the country settled by people mostly of “ Dutch” extraction. The greater
part of them had been placed in circumstances in which they had received
but little cultivation, except what they had received from the
ameliorating influence of religion in the form of Meth-dism, which had
been introduced among them at an early day and produced great results.
They were very noisy. Ask one of those old shouting Dutch Methodists
what sort of a preacher “ Father Gill” was, he would be very likely to
answer, “a poor teat, full, old creatur!” And although there were a few,
who from the first appreciated him, there was nothing in his phraseology
or manner to attract people excitable, and demanding excitement. His
appearance, too, was all expressive of dullness. Imagine a tall old
man,.“ deaf as a stump,” who, by the affliction which had deprived him
of hearing, had lost all the hair from his head, and even his eye-brows
and eye-lashes. The loss of the first was made up by a faded old red
wig, which corresponded with his sandy complexion. His manner in the
pulpit was rather stationary—his almost only gesture was, now and then,
when he became impressed with his subject, striking his open hand on his
chest, which always made his hollow frame resound so as to be heard' by
his audience, and his tones of voice were low and measured.
But that wan and wasted
man, with his thread-bare clothing was of a respectable family, and had
seen better days. But an undue attention to intellectual pursuits to the
neglect of his business, together with the failure of the Linen trade in
which he had been engaged in the North of Ireland, the place of his
birth, had occasioned his emigration to Upper Canada. When I first saw
him, he had, properly speaking, no home. After this, however, through
the kindness of friends, a lowly one was provided for him.
I well remember my
first sight of him. It was at a Camp-Meeting, the presiding officer at
which asked Gill to preach. His answer was, “ I am in your hands, but
spare my life.” Then such a sermon as followed. The manner of reading
his first hymn impressed us: it showed an appreciation of poetry, which
none but a poet could evince. His prayer was characterized by awful
reverence and. spirituality. Next came the text, which was most
unusual—“When the unclean spirit goeth out of a man, he walketh through
dry places, seeking rest and find-eth none. Then he saith I will return
into my house from whence I came out: and when he is come, he findeth it
empty, swept and garnished. Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven
other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell
there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first.” After a
unique introduction, he told us he proposed “ no logical analysis of his
text,” a thing common with him; but he gave first a bird’s eye view Of
it—then he penetrated its depths, and brought up things new and old. Its
effect on my mind, was not pleasure, or tenderness, or fear, but awe, an
overpowering feeling of intellectual and moral, or spiritual sublimity.
The manifestation we received under that sermon almost agonized us. Ever
after he was a favorite preacher with me.
He possessed originally
one of the first rate order of minds— clear, logical, and yet
imaginative, adapted either to the exact •sciences, to astronomy, or to
poetry. He had received the elements of a classical education, knew much
of science, and read extensively, especially the writers of the
“Augustin age” of English literature. He was familiar with Johnson,
Steel, Sterne, Pope, Addison, and Chesterfield. And he was equally .well
acquainted with what we might call our Methodist classics, such as
Benson, Fletcher, and Wesley. John Wesley was his oracle and admiration.
He had heard Wesley and Coke— the latter often—and had been familiar
with several of their cotemporaries and companions.
By the loss of his
hearing in early manhood, and his obscuration by poverty, the external
world and passing events were, to a great extent, shut out. But the
world within had inexhaustible resources of occupation and pleasure. He
read what books he could lay his hands on; he communed with his own
heart; and he beguiled his lonely hours with writing poetry,— for which,
in our opinion, he had no inconsiderable genius. He wrote all the
acrostics, elegies, and epitaphs, for a large circle of friends; and
many of them are dispersed through that region of country at the present
time. He had a well-matured and well furnished mind, which enabled him
to give a ready and profound view of any subject which came up in
conversation.
As it was hard work for
the lungs to make him hear, our usual custom was to ply him with
questions on abstruse and curious subjects, and then listen to his
remarks. Ask him of any subject, however new or difficult, and, after
throwing himself back in his chair for a moment or two, while his eyes
seemed turned on the inner man, his thoughts took a sweep around it, and
he would commence and give you a consecutive and analytical view of the
whole subject, and lead you to a satisfactory conclusion.
A timid but excellent
Methodist minister had been defied by a semi-infidel of some abilities
and great pretensions, backed by others like himfself,—defied, I say, to
prove the doctrines of a personal Devil, and a real, local Hell; and the
day was fixed for the exposition. The brother, fearing his want of
ability, posted off something like a day’s journey for Gill. The old man
clambered into the wagon and went without gainsaying. He referred to no
books or authorities, but his mind excogitated the subject by the way.
On arriving at the place, he met the congregation almost immediately,
and preached on one of the topics at once ; and, after a brief interval*
again on tho remaining one. What his line of argument was, I do not
certainly know, but it was satisfactory to the hearers, and put a
quietus on the champion who had “defied the armies of the living God;’’
for there was none to move his tongue by way of response.
We might remark, in
connection with this incident, that he was very fond of dwelling on
invisible things—such as Heaven, God, and Angels; and also Devils and
the infernal regions.
"The chariots of the
Lord are twenty thousand, even thousands of angels,” was a favorite text
with him. He often took those portions of Scripture which speak of
“thrones, and dominions, and principalities, and powers,” which led him
to speak of the probable ranks and orders of spiritual beings. He would,
too, dwell on the nature, powers, and employments of those heavenly
existences. While dwelling on these and kindred subjects, after
exhausting every proof from Scripture and analogy, he would often say,
in his broad, North-of-Ireland accent, “We may now, perhaps, be
permitted to venture a little into the raygions of conjecture.” Then
would follow some of the most unique speculations that ever mortal
propounded. Still we must say in justice to him, that though he
certainly was a little inclined to bold speculation, by times, he never
advanced any thing heterodox, and never neglected the practical. The
generality of his sermons were highly spiritual, and well adapted to
subserve the interests of serious godliness. He knew how to S3arch the “
inmost of the mind.” A sermon we heard from him “on conscious
integrity,” from the well known text—u Beloved if our heart condemn us,
God is greater than our hearts, and knoweth all things. But if our heart
condemn us not, then have we confidence towards God, and shall assure
our hearts before him”—was of this character. He himself possessed a
truly elevated soul, and knew how to satirize the meanness of wrong
actions. We remember his putting a damper on a litigious spirit, in a
sermon by comparing the people’s complaints to the preacher in charge,
as resembling the conduct of children running to the “ master” with
tales against each other.
Prepared to preach he
always seemed to be. Convince him at any time of day, or night, or in
any place, that his services were needed in this respect, and he was
ready to go about it, on two minute’s warning. Gill was the most
acceptable supply which the writer could send to one of his town
stations when he was absent, although the congregation and society were
very select and embraced a large proportion of well informed people.
Sometimes they would propose some difficult text to him—perhaps it might
be only a quarter of an hour before the time of preaching, and say, “ We
should be glad to hear you on it the next time you come.” After thinking
of it a minute or two, he would say, in his usually measured' way,—"I-dori't-care-if-l-take-it-tonight,”—on
which he would go into the pulpit and preach them a profound and
finished discourse. Every thing seemed finished that fell from his lips.
He never wrote a line of his sermons, yet few spoke as correctly. His
style was classically pure and elegant. I never knew a speaker who used
the period so much. His sentences rolled out clear, complete, and round
as a coach-wheel. There were never any tags at the end of them.
We have already
referred to his poetical talents. On this subject we set up for no
judge, yet we know he wrote a vast number of pieces, on many different
subjects, both grave and gay, which struck us as very beautiful. We once
drew up & prospectus for an intended volume of his poetry, with the hope
of preserving his effusions and of helping the author ; but we found the
expense of the undertaking more than the subscription list would warrant
us to incur. We fear the most of it is now lost, excepting some of those
printed elegies, which were framed in the houses of the surviving
friends of the subjects of them. We present one little relic from his
Muse—an acrostic:—
“double acrostic.
“Jehovah reigns! Let angel hosts adore;
On his perfections gaze forevermore.
H-is boundless love extends thro' earth and sky
N-ought can escape his all discerning eye.
B-lest are the servants of our Sovereign Lord,
E-xpression fails to paint their great reward :
U-pheld by Him, who sits enthroned in light,
L-ost to the utmost stretch of mortal sight;
A-ll dispensations from his hand are good—
H-elp comes from Him who rules the swelling flood.
C-ontentment, here erect thy peaceful seat!
A-nd. let these faithful hearts in union beat!
R-efining fires within their bosoms glow!
R-eturning seasons new delights bestow.
O-bedient to the voice of love divine,
L-ight in eternal splendor on them shines,
L-ife everlasting, to each I say, Be thine!"
Distance from him at
the time of his death prevents the writer from knowing much of the
circumstances under which lie left the world, but as he was one of the
purest of mortals, we have no doubt that this child of loss and want has
taken his flight to that Heaven of which lie delighted so much to speak
on earth, and to join in those celestial employments which were, while
here below, so often the subject of his pious meditation. |